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teslagirl78

realized that I deserve better!



I'm doing 18 things
  

How I did it
How to stop missing him.
It took me
3 weeks
It made me
free

How I did it: If he can't make me happy, I can rely on MYSELF to create my own happiness.Someday I will find someone who loves as deeply as I do. In the meantime, I really don't miss him as a boyfriend because he wasn't a good boyfriend. He's a great friend but I need someone who makes me feel loved.  For now, that person is me. Read how I did it…

Apr 04, 04:03PM PDT | 0 comments | 1 cheer


How to quit Smoking
It took me
15 years
It made me
healthy

How I did it: Like most people, I tried quitting many, many times. My younger sister was pregnant with her first child and I decided that I didn't want to be the "smelly aunt".  I bought a book, I believe it was called "The Easy Way to Stop Smoking". That helped to put a lot of different thoughts in my head. I quit immediately but went back a few months later. I started running during the summer of 2008 and found that I didn't want to smoke becaus… Read how I did it…

Mar 24, 11:58AM PDT | 0 comments | 3 cheers


Recent entries
be happy being alone
step back... 8 months ago

Well I seem to have taken a step back today (well last night). It isn’t that I am sad to be alone…I don’t want to get into a new relationship. I am just sad that my ex isn’t here. I miss him.

I stayed home from work because I could barely open my eyes this morning from crying and my head was throbbing.

I am resting today. Refocusing on myself. Onward…

Mar 25, 12:57PM PDT | 3 cheers | 0 comments


Take more pictures
Starting today... 8 months ago

...every day when I drive home (especially now that it is still light out at that time) I see certain trees or barns or just strange walls in the middle of a field and I think “I really need to take a picture of that.” I’ve thought this for almost 2 years now and today I finally took my camera with me.

It is pretty cold out today so we’ll see if I stop and get out of my car to take the pictures but at least my camera is in my bag.

The photo below is from an ice storm we had in Massachusetts in December 2008. Many areas in my city lost power for over 2 weeks.

Mar 24, 12:42PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments



 

I want to:

The world wants to...

have a successful relationship live forever clean out my trunk drink more tea Do NaNoWriMo make love under a waterfall nazarene wants to start a photo journal - take at least a photo a day to represent my life Graduate high school with honors eat more apples lose weight kiss Get better at guitar play guitar lose 90 pounds Climb Mount Everest JMelissaC wants to Go vegetarian (again) Learn to play the drums get my driver's license make a smaller ecological footprint be a foreign exchange student find someone who looks exactly like me be a singer get up earlier Get firm abs speak japanese Fall in love Not Fear Change
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