I'm doing 11 things
Finally,
7 months ago
got anxiety/depression pills. I wanted to get through it by myself, but finally realized it’s not that easy. I’m on fluoxetine and it’s really been helping. =) ..almost there.
tessxmaree's Life List
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1. Be different and feel good about it.
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2. Graduate.
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3. Improve my photography skills.
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4. Move to Minneapolis.
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5. Make friends and keep them
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6. Get rid of my social anxiety.
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7. See the world.
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8. Write a book.
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9. Accept myself.
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10. Change someone's life for the better.
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11. Hitchhike
210 people
How I did it
It made me
exhilarated 
How I did it: Some friends and I had a little too much to drink one night and decided to strip down and go in the lake. I've always seen people on t.v. do this and had always thought they were just being trashy. I don't think the same of them anymore. It's very exhilarating. I was a pretty conservative little girl and this was a big thing for me, but I just did it and don't regret it one bit. My advice to you is to just bust out of your comfort zone an… Read how I did it…
It made me
deviant.
How I did it: I had wanted a tattoo for quite some time. My parents were very against it. On my 17th birthday I got my first tattoo. I had to beg my parents and told them I would get one for them. This made them finally say yes. I ended up getting two swallows on my back. One to represent my mom, and one, my dad. A year later I got another. (CAUTION: tattoos are VERY addicting.) The next one I got didn't please my parents very much. I got "Life is wast… Read how I did it…
Recent entries
My mom.
12 months ago
So I’ve been having a rough time lately.
I’ve been very frustrated with people and people whom I believed were my friends. My mom has noticed and has been worried about me. She came home today with a piece of paper she had printed from the internet. I saw it was a quote. I called her korny as hell and refused to read it.
After she left I did read it. I’m glad I did.
Here is what it said..
There comes a point in your life when you realize:
Who matters.
Who never did.
Who won’t anymore…
And who always will.
So don’t worry about people from your past,
there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future.
Disposable
12 months ago
I hate knowing somebody but yet not really “knowing” them at all. At the moment I don’t believe in best friends or even friends in general. I’ve come to realize that people are thrown out and forgotten much like trash. I don’t need a lot of friends. I just want that one person that will be there for me at all times. I want someone I can talk to anything about and I want them in my life forever.
