I'm doing 30 things
be happy.
1 month ago
oh man, i want this so bad. i’ve never been a really happy person. ever since i started thinking about things i just can’t picture myself as completely happy.
texanangel's Life List
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1. show my mom just what she means to me.
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2. be a teacher.
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3. get over my anxiety.
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4. be myself.
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5. have no regrets
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6. love my body.
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7. forgive him.
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8. grow my hair long
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9. be less secretive.
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10. demand respect from men.
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11. forgive myself for things i've done.
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12. stop forcing emotions.
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13. be sweet.
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14. have a better relationship with God
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15. find someone who completes me.
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16. have a baby.
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17. stop building walls around myself
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18. feel completely loved.
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19. be selfless.
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20. stop being a bitch.
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21. get married.
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22. drink beer.
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23. be less materialistic.
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24. be trustworthy.
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25. be completely commited to someone.
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26. stop worrying.
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27. stop making stupid choices.
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28. stop being so shallow.
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29. stop talking shit.
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30. be happy
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How I did it
It made me
satisfied 
How I did it: a friend of mine's father died unexpectedly, they had never gotten along. i realized that the same thing could happen to me, and how on earth could i forgive myself if i let another day go by without making things right. i live far away, so i called him, told him things had to be better. that he messed up, but i needed a father in my life. that i wanted to make things better. best decision ever. Read how I did it…
It made me
bittersweet. 
How I did it: it's all very personal. for each person it's different. to be honest, i wouldn't want to share exactly what happened because i wouldn't want someone to try to do what i did and it not work for them. give things time is all i can really say. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
get over my anxiety.
7 months ago
i have said that i’m a worrier, but it’s worse than that. i obsess constantly. what is my ex doing? how am i going to do on this project? when is this due? did i look at my work schedule wrong? do i like him? does she hate me? it never stops. i wish i could just put my brain on hold and be able to relax. i know it’s mind over matter but i am having such a hard time doing that. i just want relief.
