texasbuck27

i have wanted to have sex ever since i can remember. i lost my V late, new years eve when i was 17, he was drunk, i liked him. after that i had a goal of 100 boys in a year. i surpassed that by that november. 8 years later i have NO IDEA how many guys iv been with, probley over 300. i can only be fathful to the fact that i will never be fathful.

its not my fault, his eather. its someting that honestly just happened. it is the most painful thing that i have ever had to go throught. now that his wife is pregnat he wants to stay with her because of that. its really bad because i believe every word he says because what he wants is what i want. i cant stop thinking and wishing that we could be together, that makes me feel so bad becaues it’s not her fault. i hate this but theres no way to change anything.