Emily

“Grudges are a waste of happiness.
Laugh when you can,
Apologize when you should,
and let go of what you can’t change.”

i NEED to forgive them. this is emotionally wearing me down. i know what i have to do… but it seems almost near impossible. How do you forgive someone that has hurt you so deeply and doesn’t even realize it because they are so wrapped up in their own pain?

my favorite song lyrics “i can’t help you fix yourself, but at least i can say i tried, i’m sorry but i gotta move on with my own life.”

hm lacrosse fall ball is coming up soon and I’m pretty sure the captains are going to kick our asses into shape this year.
I’m a sophomore and I know whats coming and I can’t let the incoming freshmen come in and kick my ass bc that would just dissapoint everyone.
I feel like I have huge shoes to fill this year I mean HUGE. The girl I’m supposed to be replacing (that is if I get my ass into gear) was Division three defender of the year. No worries right?

If I can convince myself before I get to school that I am capable of running long distance well then maybe I won’t have to be so stressed out about that and can actually concentrate on becoming the best defender I can be. Lets hope that is enough motivation for me.

Rome
Greece
Egypt
Stonehedge
Easter Island
Mayans
Aztecs
Carthage
Ancient middle east?
Great wall of China (i’m not sure if this technically falls under the same category)
Andes