I was put in a foster home when I was 7. I grew up knowing why. I’d been there I’d seen it with my own eyes. i saw my father lift that gun and fire it three times into my mothers head. I saw her fall to the ground. I saw her die. I will never forget that. I wish I could meet her now, I wish she would just show up on my porch and be like ‘Baby, it was a bad dream. I would never leave you.’ My father is in jail. After he murdered my mom he took my twin sister upstairs… she never came back down. My sister, my identical twin now lays in her grave next to my mama in Alabama where my father is in jail. I forgave him. I love my dad.
thatgirlscountry's Life List
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1. kiss in paris
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2. stop voldemort
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3. have lots of kids and be a great mom
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4. Play with a big parachute with a bunch of friends, like back in grade school
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5. be someone's hero
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6. Get married....and STAY married
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7. stop biting my nails
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8. go skinny dipping
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9. own a horse
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10. To live instead of exist
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11. learn to do a split
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12. discuss sex very loudly in a restaurant
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13. Take a road trip across the country
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14. make more friends
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15. learn to do a backflip
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16. Get my belly button pierced
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17. Get a tattoo
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18. reach my goal weight and stay there
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19. be more like a hippy
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Recent entries
Once I did this I felt so dirty and worse than I have ever felt in months. I didn’t even really like the guy and had just met him in a fast food place [that he worked at] about an hour before we had sex in an abandoned parking lot. It was fun at first because It was so exciting be the rush wore off after a few hours. It sucked in the end.
