i did meet new friends and then i wanted to meet newer friends
it is a never ending process but i completed the original goal
guess finally being 21 the hormones are getting to more balanced levels… i still have to pop stuff like everyday but it’s no where near what it used to be
think i have it under control mostly
even guitarists are constantly learning
i have come a long way the past few months and now wish to pursue song covers/song writing/band stuff and continually practice
i love music
a few weeks ago.. it took a woman, a mohawk, and a triathalon followed by raged cigar smoking, college test insanity and more crazy events…
we all need to go crazy every once in a while, that was one large case of it from me in a long time it seems
plus i already figure i’m a crazy person by default.
probably the hardest thing i’ve ever done
don’t know how long i’ll keep it but helps prove you can do anything if you put your mind to it.
so i really didn’t achieve this goal but i can’t figure out how to say i give up or delete it, any help?
i give up…
3 times i’ve failed at this, i made it to hour 40 without caffeine, i started blacking out playing video games with a horrible migraine and i had no idea what i was doing, i’m not really sad about this because i gave my all
this will probably be the last time i can try something like this (i have no plans) so it’s now or never and i’ve almost fell asleep about 15 times but that was 6 hours ago, surfing the internet is the best medicine for this
i’m on hour 28 and surprisingly not tired
however, i was tired earlier, i guess i broke past a wall or something
just have to make it past the night and short day
people are so dramatic, i’ve found myself by realizing i will never be able to find myself, ironic but meets the goal
i’m trying hard to make this trip happen for me and a few friends, i’ve never felt so compelled to do something, i just have to get there by any means
friends
family
movies
practicing guitar
music
vacations
no school days
parties
getting wasted
sleep
food
working out
women
poker
running
dancing
snow
driving (most of time)
going to school football games
wrestling my friends
ping pong
christmas
new year
43 things
stumble upon
laughing
showers
dreaming
having no homework
being on top of everything at school
having short hair
knowing what I want in life
tee peeing
video games
relaxing by laying down on a couch
swimming
feeling sore
driving a car really really fast
going to the mall/target/walmart (i don’t buy anything at walmart);)
soda
getting good grades
porn (sometimes)
looking suave
dressing up
relieving myself of stress (wink wink)
haunted houses
when gas prices go down (like they are now)
reading (sometimes)
chicago
being skinny
having some muscle
going to concerts
making other people laugh
singing (but i SUCK at it!)
lunch (during school)
tanning
being outgoing
watching the map of the US on election day go red and blue
watching documentary’s about things that interest me
warm weather
playing board games
drifting
playing ping pong
playing football (preferably tackle)
putting on cologne
christmas lights
america
youtube
doing crazy things with my friends
being alone in my house
toybreed dogs
pretending i’m tyler durden
watching scrubs
watching friends
watching rob and big
using bluetooth with people i don’t know
utilizing my creativity
earthquakes
breaks from school
the internet
halloween
boobs
staying up all night
winning
knowing everything always has a way of working out
being able to think freely about anything
being able to say whatever i want
storms
nice cars
hanging out with my friends
roller coasters
not having any responsibility
xbox 360
redbox (or anything like it)
music videos
flanger
really early in the morning (if i’m ever awake!)
pissing outside
those moments where your so confident you feel invulnerable
looking at myself in a mirror (most of the time)
well i decided since i slept for 14 hours id give it a second go, i remember when i first checked the time it was 4pm so i have to stay awake until 4pm monday but will attempt 6pm to say i stayed awake 50 hours, ill keep posting hopefully
