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i find this nearly impossible to do. first of all, it’s sexist and discriminatory to treat women any different than i treat men. the only reason i want to do this is so that i can finally get a girlfriend. but from where i stand women are already running the show and there’s no reason why i should treat them better. also, they’re so different from me that it’s hard to tell what exactly it would mean to treat them well.

could be one to start up. hell, i would only have to walk 2 blocks from work to attend.

i am pretty fucking discouraged. maybe i can meet someone if/when i go to rehab. but probably not.

email heavensea

and use that charles schulz quote on who is important in life

ok here’s some ACTION FUCKING POINTS:

email PantoneChip
say “I have some of this: Creative, social, funny but it’d be enhanced with your support. If you deem me handsome enough. May be tough. The others are gimmes.”

email simiboo

email germ_genocide
she doesn’t believe in depth

email SomeBlackChick
has a hair fetish—will LOVE me for that, maybe. “You look gorgeous. That kind of bothers me. My friends tell me that IT is coming to me.” I will believe.

i’m trying it out with a girl named Lisa. she’s probably all that i need or want and i’m going to do what i can to play it cool and to let this take its course.

• do the genequip thing

• write a “windows mobile” version after you fix the pocket pc one

• get a cheap pocket pc that’ll work on t-mobile/gsm networks

it’s not that important right now. priorities…

this is basically that you cannot take the bad stuff for more than about two days straight and then you MUST lay off for seventy-two hours.

maybe made it a day without a cigarette and with some nicotine gum.

work is a great place to make friends…but it is also a great place to make a new enemy. i suggest you start there.

freaking love it. use it

you know, as a solipsist i gotta believe this is not really worth doing.

it’s not about what you put in that profile, it is far more chaotic than that. i think i’ve done some good profiles on the dating sites and what good did it do me?

none. that’s right. NONE.

• earn some miles or burn some miles, either or

• go for 7 days or more, make the time go slooooooooow

• kill 2 birds with one stone, make this an outdoorsy vacation…take your long hike

• buy something with your REI gift cert that will be useful for the trip

i just fired it up so let’s see what it looks like in another week hey. then i’ll close this out.

added a copyright to my blog so nobody can wholesale rip off my life story

this is the company’s goal, not mine. if people want to learn they’ll seek it out. most people just want paychecks. remember, everyone is more jaded than you are, in reality.

okay i put some stuff up on loffelmacher.com that will keep me focussed on what i want on that site. good first step. it’ll be fun putting it together when i make the time to do so.

and by “interesting” i mean “who will put out”.

is that bad? really bad or just normal kind of bad?

i will guess the latter.