I'm doing 21 things
after everything we have been trough
you betraid me.
i just want to forget about you.
but you where my first love. and its hardi dont think i will ever fotget about you.
i really love you , and i mend it when i said it.
the_one_and_only's Life List
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1. meet my one and only
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2. save the whalesharks
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3. talk to the cute girl in the train
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4. live life without fear
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5. go to australia
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6. get a tatoo
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7. learn to play the guitar
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8. be loved
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9. fall in love again
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10. tell you your ugly
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11. To live instead of exist
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12. Go to Pinkpop
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13. go to canada in 2011
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14. be better at base guitar
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15. have fun
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16. Heal
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17. not be affraid to talk to girls/strangers/people i like
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18. open up more
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19. talk to strangers
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20. kiss you
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21. go swim
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How I did it
It made me
sad 
How I did it: tell you i like you and that i could wait till you know what you want. but than you do and say different things, so we talked again. and again. but never were you able to talk about it, just about the regular stuff. and i dont know how you can lie to your best friend like that. say A to her and B to me. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
well i thought o found the perfect girl, but in the end she only like the idea of us together. she like the thought of me but not me. :(
so i would like to find someone who really likes me for being me.
for ones i want to be the cute couple who walkes down the street holding hands
I want words to flow like water but the words wont come
I want to tell you how much I miss you
I want us to be friends again
I know all it takes is one little word, but I cant say it because
I know it will hurt me more in the long run
I never had such a good friend like you
I never lost such a good friend as you
My heart hurts for you the friend that I have lost.
I know we will never be together, you said you couldnt force things
I know this and I dont want to force you
I just wished you said these things you said earlier
I wish you didnt say some things at all
But what said is done
I miss you my friend, the one that I told everything
The one who listened to all my stupid stories
How small they where you listened
I miss the way you made me smile
The way you always disagreed with everything I said
I miss your smile, the one that you got when something I said made you nerveus
I miss that little twinkle in your eyes that told me you liked me
I miss all those little things that you say where never there.
Maybe I did missunderstood it all, maybe me liking you so much saw things in you
That where never there
But what about the tings you told me
I need to forget, I need to forgive
But forgiving is the hardest part
Somethimes a simple sorry aint enough
Neighter is our stupid silence
You dont want to confuse me but it doesnt matter
If we wont speak for one month or a year
You explanation was weak, and also the reason for this silence
It was so easy but you choose the wrong path
For me this was the wrong way, the wrong phrase, the wrong words
You dont realise how hard it was to hear those words
From the thousand of words you choose the simplest words
But also the one that hurt me the most
I wont say one thing even if it hurts myself this much
Because I know our friendschip wont be the same
Nor will it look like it
Think before you say something
