the_silent_one

Hello everyone,

I’m always the silent one when it comes to social activities.
And now I’m tired of it!

I’m tired of being the one with just 2 friends.
I’m tired of looking at girls and not having the guts to start a conversation.
I’m tired of being single for over 5 years and not having kissed or dated a girl during those 5 years.
I’m tired of seeing guys walking around with girlfriends, flirting with girls or even worse seeing them French kiss right in the open like they do it to make me feel bad.

Now what am I? You might wonder..
I am 20 years old.
I am polite, nice and caring, and I am even blessed with the gift of humor.
I am intelligent and always one of the best of the class and even the school.

Now you are probably beginning to think I’m the stereotype nerd, you’re wrong.
I do not look anything like a nerd although I share some behavior traits with them,
I got the average length and what the doctors would say the perfect weight I work out and even got a 6-pack.
I look slightly tanned because I’m mixed race.
I take good care of myself; I don’t smoke and don’t drink a lot.
And I consider myself above average looking.

The only problem is… I am MEGA SHY and waaaaaaaay to silent.
I have already progressed somewhat I used to always look at the floor and was scared of making eye contact with strangers for a year or two.
Now I’m no longer afraid of that, but I am still shy and silent.

So I am going to man up and become more social!

I have a set of sub goals before I would consider this goal complete.
They are:
- Talk to a girl for 5 minutes
- Talk to a girl for 10 minutes
- Talk to a girl for 20 minutes
- Talk to a girl for 30 minutes
- Get a girl’s phone number
- Ask a girl on a date
- Kiss a girl
- Date a girl
- Date a girl for the second time
If all of this works out I would consider my goal complete.
This might all sound strange to some of you but I just wanted to share my story with you and I will share my experiences trying to achieve the goal whenever I have done it so I might be able to help someone else out who is having the same problem.

Thanks for reading,
The_Silent_One