for the past couple of days i ate alittle bit and then throw up but iam not sure if i should eat untill my stomache is full and then throw up but i havent been doing that so when i do go to throw up i only do a little bit so any tips would be great and also lately my tongue has been hurting really bad it feels like its fulled with blisters everywhere i dont kno if its from the stomache acid or what can anyone help me with wat is going on please thanks
<3 gina
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iam so mad i myself i wanna die today i had about 800 caloiers and i hate it ever time i ate i felt sick but i was so hunry i promised myself that i was gonna go for a run when i got home but i was so tired i feel asleep! and i have no idea if i have been loseing wieght or not!! i feel so fat today i had to go shopping for some pants and i was such a big size !! like when you look at me i look like iam about maybe a 6 or 7 and then i got a pant a size 10 i like wearing kinda baggy pants but i feel so fat i want to get down to a 3 or a 2 soon my mom and dad are yelling at me all the time becaues i am fat they love telling me that and i cant stand it yesturday i ate a small piece of bagel and my dad got so mad i went to my room and cryed then spent 1 hour making sure i had nothing in my tummy ii was so pissed i want to get skinny to show them that i can be pretty and that i can be loved so guys i need some support please leave me something thanks
<3 gina
hey umm i have something to ask you guys when you throw up when is it better to brush your teeth and how many times a day should you throw up so you can lose wieght ??? please help and any other tips would be great!
thanks
peace
gina

