how sad that this is one of the most popular catergories!
how sad that i am about to reveal my weight on the internet and
how sad that i need a strangers opinion about whether or not i am fat:
height: 5’8
weight: 10 stone 1 pound which is 141 148lbs
boobs: 36 A
AM I FAT? HONEST TRUTH PLEESSE
yesterday i ate:
kit kat chunky
1 pack of juicy fruit gum
chicken curry and rice
1 bread roll
rice crispies with butterscotch source
1 raseberry ice lolly
1 apple
1 litre of water
2/3 litre of apple juice
1 glass of orange squash
3 medium sized raseberry and white chocolate cookies
microwaveable prawn curry
1/2 a glass of milk
2 slices of white toast wwith butter
smoked 11 fags
Jun 06, 2006, 08:27AM PDT | 1 comment
I am EXTREMELY confused why anyone would want to label themselves in this way.
True, I like many ‘emo’ things and dress some what ‘emo’
however that is just Me (moi, I, hannah) being the way i want to be not just fitting in with the brand new scene.
How long have most emo shitheads been emo then… hmmm… was it since ‘Sugar we’re going down’ or are you more hardcore and it was since ‘Screaming Infedelities’. Grow up! Everyone knows emo is just the new chav. Fair enough some people have been emo for ages, which is cool, but all you new scenesters desperate to hang out with a load of clones, get lives, stop pretending your depressed AND, most importantly, stop pretending to be a self- harmer. you retards don’t know the meaning of the word.
Jun 06, 2006, 08:09AM PDT | 2 cheers | 1 comment
I used to cut myself almost every two weeks. My weapon of choice was broken glass or sometimes stiking pins into my skin. sometimes i used to burn myself. my main problem was issues about how i look, how i look different from other people. Even though i am mixed race i don’t think this really affected the way i looked it was more about having gorgeous friends. I’m the kind of person who needs constant reasurance about myself. At other times i used to cut myself because of work stress, i have taken a lot of exams early due to parental pressure and that made me think that i could only be loved by them when i passed exams. Overall i just didn’t know who I was so to try and prove my identity I carved my initials into my thigh. This was all about 6 months ago. it looks like the scar will not fade after me repeatedly picking it to make it bleed again. For me cutting myself did not get rid of any emotional pain, it was instead a distraction. ‘Look what i can do to myself’ was what my body was telling my brain. The causes of cutting have never really gone away. Instead i try to use my brain to sort out my problems. Luckily this means that one major problem has been eradicated; the cutting itself.
For anyone who wants to stop cutting themselves apart from the usual talk to someone blahdiblah here is some other useful advice
try drawing on your arms in red pen.
try hitting something really really hard
try exercising to get rid of the stress, a stich is still pain but at least its healthy pain,
So good luck, many stupid girls cut themselves because it is fashionable, because it is ‘emo’, however, this is a real problem and anyone who imitates it for the sake of popularity, these are the real nut cases. Not us.
May 22, 2006, 02:54AM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
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