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Chagrin




I'm doing 39 things
  

Chagrin's Life List

  1. 1. Lead a more active lifestyle & eat better
    10 entries . 30 cheers     		2 people
  2. 2. Improve my posture
    7 entries . 27 cheers     		2,326 people
  3. 3. Quit blushing because of petty things
    10 entries . 28 cheers     		3 people
  4. 4. sing better
    1 entry . 11 cheers     		369 people
  5. 5. discover the truest sense of fun & happiness...again
    13 entries . 42 cheers     		2 people
  6. 6. be more social
    6 entries . 17 cheers     		4,120 people
  7. 7. make peace with my curly hair; love it; live with it
    37 entries . 66 cheers     		22 people
  8. 8. be more patient
    4 entries . 16 cheers     		2,636 people
  9. 9. Discover who I am, erase fatalities through revision, and be happy with the end result.
    16 entries . 13 cheers     		4 people
  10. 10. better my relationship with my parents/other family members/friends
    38 entries . 21 cheers     		1 person
  11. 11. Stop caring what other people think of me
    11 entries . 33 cheers     		3,594 people
  12. 12. improve my skin
    11 entries . 7 cheers     		168 people
  13. 13. feel beautiful
    63 entries . 33 cheers     		1,829 people
  14. 14. Be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and to have the wisdom to know the difference...
    8 entries . 20 cheers     		414 people
  15. 15. Let the little things go
    10 entries . 16 cheers     		53 people
  16. 16. practice kindness
    2 entries . 9 cheers     		6 people
  17. 17. stop answering my parents back and disrespecting them
    4 entries . 8 cheers     		4 people
  18. 18. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
    8 entries . 8 cheers     		5,959 people
  19. 19. take better care of my teeth
    4 entries . 5 cheers     		526 people
  20. 20. be less impulsive
    2 entries . 2 cheers     		38 people
  21. 21. be better at math
    4 entries . 5 cheers     		160 people
  22. 22. get laser hair removal
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		403 people
  23. 23. Lose 10 pounds and keep it off.
    9 entries . 10 cheers     		142 people
  24. 24. practice singing on a daily basis
    4 cheers     		1 person
  25. 25. Daily: Reflect on 5 things for which I'm grateful.
    91 team members . 1 entry . 2 cheers     		547 people
  26. 26. excel at time management (kind of)
    2 entries . 2 cheers     		2 people
  27. 27. focus on my studies
    6 entries . 5 cheers     		17 people
  28. 28. show my love and appreciation for my parents
    6 cheers     		2 people
  29. 29. always answer to my parents' requests without showing agitation
    2 entries . 2 cheers     		2 people
  30. 30. buy some better-fitting bras
    3 cheers     		2 people
  31. 31. accentuate the positive, deemphasize the negative
    10 cheers     		115 people
  32. 32. send a postsecret
    3 cheers     		57 people
  33. 33. set my own standards and live by them
    1 entry . 4 cheers     		1 person
  34. 34. stay at a bed & breakfast
    1 cheer     		44 people
  35. 35. get better at keeping in touch with people who are important to me
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		631 people
  36. 36. love myself
    3 cheers     		3,425 people
  37. 37. teach myself Calculus
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		10 people
  38. 38. learn to drive better
    1 entry     		32 people
  39. 39. Do more things that make me happy
    2 cheers     		15 people
Recent entries
feel beautiful (read all 63 entries…)
Untitled 1 month ago

I really am making progress. Serious progress. I have m off days, sure, but I’ve stepped forward isntead of constantly backtracking. believe me, a huge head is the last thing i have but i have gotten compliments from the mother of the girl that i compare myself to constantly just because, and she says i’m pretty and all that stuff and coming from her, it’s different. in a good way. and yeah so i put everyone else’s compliments together and it acts as a quick mental pep talk. i would love to have a stunning personality but hah.. definitely needs work.

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feel beautiful (read all 63 entries…)
Untitled 2 months ago

I’m different. I look different. I feel different. Does that mean I’m ugly? No, but that’s how I make myself perceive the situation for some sick reason. My mom says I’m sick because of this endless cycle I revisit a million times a month. I can’t disagree with her. It’s annoying. But I live to annoy and to be annoyed. Maybe it’s time to really change that. Start a completely new outlook on life and no matter what, never look back. I’d hate to turn into that pillar of salt.

I am beautiful no matter what. No matter who, when, where, why. I am beautiful. I am desperate to believe this. I will.

3 cheers | 2 comments

Discover who I am, erase fatalities through revision, and be happy with the end result. (read all 16 entries…)
Untitled 3 months ago

What have I become

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