yes i was a used to cut and everytime i did i felt more power and a lot better for like 10 seconds i cut for a few years and those years were wasted and lost. its not worth it, it is just stupid. cutting is not going to solve any problems. its just a waste of everything. i have so many scars that i am not proud of and i regret every cut. there were plenty of scary times where i thought id die, but i didnt. i was very close to if i didnt stop. i had lost control. my whole body is scarred and i am ashamed to where short sleeves a bathing suit and get dressed in the girs locker room.its just not worth it. im glad i stopped and got a hold of my life.
trinity's Life List
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1. touch someones life
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2. not be in my brothers shaddow
1 person -
3. be in a band
1,485 people -
4. get out more
700 people -
5. not be scared
55 people -
6. understand others
24 people -
7. meet conor oberst
180 people -
8. kiss conor oberst
6 people -
9. go to a bright eyes concert
10 people -
10. be a doctor
630 people -
11. be more girly
85 people -
12. love and be loved back
13 people -
13. speak german
222 people -
14. go a day without sinning
1 person -
15. trust
431 people -
16. get in shape
9,393 people -
17. be accepted by my parents
5 people -
18. accept people for who they are
1 entry . 1 cheer52 people -
19. love without fear
1,841 people -
20. have my word count
1 person -
21. be myself
1,737 people -
22. meet ray toro
56 people -
23. lose 40 pounds
1,679 people -
24. have fun
2,966 people -
25. be happy
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26. be healthy
2,007 people -
27. find my style
152 people -
28. let go
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29. be an artist
609 people
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safe from myself
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the changing hipocrit
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I’ve always been the weird one and lots of people love me for being myself but at the same time people hate that I’m nothing like them and i know what it feels like to be an outcast at times. but at the same time I’m always judging people and i don’t except a lot of people because of the way they act,there clothes,they’re favorite music, and just because i don’t like them period. so i would really like to learn how to accept people because i know how much it hurts to be rejected. i know everybody is different and everybody has a right to be themselves and there is no reason to exclude anybody. my friends accept me for who i am although i can be weird so i should accept others for who they are even if they are nothing like me.
