theoppositeofneil

it had been well over a year since I had a place to call my own, and since oct 1 i have one. nice place too, and im living with a good friend. should work out okay, but i never knew the guy was so picky about little things, hopefully wont damage our friendship

ive been working on this one and seeing some success… its so simple to look a girl in the eyes and shoot her a little smile.. i get a smile back and then i have to think of something to say to break the ice.. sometimes i come up with something but mostly i let it be. confidence is key.. and im getting it back slowly. :)

The time
I would spend with pictures
I would not send
I watched you go
From left to right
I followed you all night
Across my blinds
You’ll change your mind
Come Monday and
Turn your back on me
You’ll take your steps away
With hesitance
Take your steps
Away from me
I’m making my peace
Making it with distance
Maybe that’s a big mistake
You know I’m thinking of you
I miss you
You’ll change your mind
Come Monday and
Turn your back on me
You’ll take your steps away
With hesitance
You’ll take your steps
Away from me
You’ll change your mind
Come Monday and
Turn your back on me
Take your steps away
With hesitance
Take your steps
Away from me

and she did.. i’ve never recovered… but im getting there