thesheenmachine

So long story short: Boyfriend left. Live with parents. Me = lame

okay, so I’m new to 43things, primarily for the desire to get over my exboyfriend. I am frustrated bc my ex who I love, left me for a stupid country: France. Now I’m stuck living with my parents, and I have no friends. Its really pretty pathetic. Anyhow, I can’t stop thinking about him, which just makes me feel all the more miserable and pathetic. The worst part is that I keep thinking about what will happen when he comes back, but thats impractical because he’s going to be gone for atleast a year, and he’s expressed no desire to maintain the relationship while away or to resume it when he gets back. But the thing is that I don’t even think i’d be happy with him when he gets back because of his overly active ambition that will most likely leave me, once again, in the dust. FML