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These kids are Fools 12 months ago

I need to get out of high school.
None of these idiots know what they stand for.
I’m ashamed to be a part of this class.
Silly fools.
Maybe its just the South in general, hiding transcendentalism. IT’s too bad. At least I recieved that part of my eduaction and self-relization in Ohio, before I moved.
They don’t understand that they need to accept the consequences of their choices and to stand up for what they think is right.

Simple situation: Our zoology teacher who enjoys messing with us decides to give us an option for our final lesson-a research paper on mammals or a multiple choice test on mammals.
I HATE RESEARCH PAPERS.
I have the curse of procrastination. And laziness. And, you know, doing what takes the least effort to survive through this accursed year.
So all the lazy fools in my class (aside from my companion who highly recommended the research paper and was frustrated that i HATE research papers and will do anything to avoid doing one) were like “Will we have a study guide? Is it multiple choice?” blah blah blah. These are silly little SENIORS.
No study guide. Okay. Who cares? At this point we should be able to study on our own. Fools.
So we voted and 2 people said yes to the research paper. Most voted for the test.
It gets better: Our teacher proceeds to tell us that we should’ve chosen the paper. I was like it’s chill I’d rather take a test. BUT everyone starts complaining “Can we change it to the paper?” “Not everyone voted can we have a revote?” Crap like that. Fools. Pick what you want and stand by it. Don’t let someone else change your mind so quickly.
I have so many issues with what just happened in there.
It’s not just that class, though. This whole school is full of wimpy fools.
I hate this high schooler mentality.

Save me? Please?



be the lead in a musical
You see what had happened was... 12 months ago

=]
I’ve tried out and been in and been lead for musicals in the past
But never really pulled off performing in high shcool (my old school only really did pop and we had a beasting Drama club of which I never was very involved.)
Here, at my new school, I find it highly possible to get the lead (Princess) in the play When in Rome…
I’m just worried that certain…generally self righteous, individuals are, like bears, poked with a stick (me being the stick) they will be very annoyed.
But I’ll try out.
The worst they can do is say I don’t make it.



Acquire a normal sleep schedule
I'm tired 12 months ago

Here’s my problem: Even as a child, I have gotten up late and slept in if i could. Or just stayed up late and gotten up when my mom/grandma/dad have done their best to pull me out of bed.
I got 8 hours of sleep last night-before 1 am. I went to bed within an hour of getting home. I went back to bed at 5 AM. I get up at 7(:15 ish)...
Some nights I just stay up until 3 and sleep the 4 hours.
ITs not like I’m busy.
Or even have anything pressing to do.
I just STAY UP.
The worst part is that I know I won’t be able to do this next year but I seem incapable of going to bed around 11 (since Scrubs comes on WGN at 11 and its my favorite show…)
It has become who I am, and the fact that I’m about 78907435820 times happier when I get the correct amount of sleep makes me want it even more.
RAWR.



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