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I wonder if this will ever happen… my most wished for goal…

I just wish she could see herself in my eyes, maybe then it would happen

I am going along on this and man the idea of this is tough. getting thoughts down in a coherent form is a daunting task to say the least. I do love it when I can get a page or two done it gives me a real sense of accomplishment. Soon it will be done :) not too soon but soon enough.

Still kinda on a plateau but I am happy.

I got some heavier weights the other day and it made a difference, my workout was harder…

So I guess this is a finished goal :)

This has been put on hold…

But I think I am still improving :)

but I got sick and stopped for a bit. I am making some better choices for my meals though and while I was exercising I lost about 15 pounds and haven’t put any back on so I am pretty happy with that :)

I have been exercising 3-5 times a week for the past 3 weeks. I have lost about 10 pounds, which is not huge it is something so i am happy about that. Although I have been sick for the last 4 days and haven’t worked out but I have zero energy right now. I hope to kick this illness soon and get back to exercising…

I mean if you don’t have much money then there isn’t much to worry about right? Well that an my wife got a huge raise and has some wicked job security etc so I think even if I was unemployed we could still make ends meet… just wouldn’t be as easy…

Sorry God…

I think my worst atribute as a writer is I want it to be perfect the first time around. I find myself constantly revising as I write and I end up going very slow because I am focusing on editing rather than just getting the writing done.

I did sign her up for belly dancing lessons so maybe I can get a belly dance :) Who knows maybe that will lead to lapdances later on :) I can hope…

Well I never really got on the wagon long enough to fall off. However, I now have a workout partner. My five yearold son! He actually pushed me to go excercise today. And I feel pretty good right now. He doesn’t do the excercises in proper form but it gets him moving and it gets me excercising :)

I am hoping this is the begining of some good habits.

Well I think I did OK… I had to borrow a memory card from a friend as I filled mine up rather quickly and i forgot to grab that off of him before we parted ways… I really need to get more memory especially since i am shooting RAW now. I do need to develop a good work flow for myself for post processing my images…

I’ll try to stop by his house tomorrow to drop his card off to him and to pick mine up…

on hold…. ugh time is my enemy

working on the first chapter it seems to be going well. Slow but well I have to stop revising as I write…

I am now working part time from home and I like it I like being with my boy and making him lunch.

It’s only 3 days a week and some times I have to bring him into the office with me but he’s really good about it…

We did have a bit of a fight on the weekend but really it was over nothing and my wife realized she was wrong and mad at the kids and took it out on me.

I have a bad feeling about this one…

but spending time with my kids is more important right now…

I have been really bad about this one.

I have started to go back to church so hopefully that will help me out…

But what a great summer we had!

We went camping and swimming to the park had a big birthday party for him as well as his brother and just had a real good time.

What a great summer! I hope to top it next year :)