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the bottom of the

barrel, scares me to see
it’s an empty, confidence thief
and what scares me most is that the deal is sealed.

But if I leave a crumb in there, if I go all-in but
stop before
even if it’s a little left
that bit means SO MUCH more.

It means a plug in my tank of confidence
so friends, lets not get down & give it up
look more & more at the parts you leave
when it’s too much to see the top.

Feb 13, 08:54PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments


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Purity Given

I have a small calender in a frame where I’ve marked every day with a P (and circled). It’s a pure day given, for every day this year. They are already given, I can only take them away.
In the past, I would put one line through the day if I failed, and will do that now if I do too.

Jan 20, 03:10PM PST | 3 cheers | 0 comments


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Stepping stones

I’m setting boundaries, slowly, realistically.

First, I said no thinking of people who are close to me, like.. people you should never think about.

That feels like I’m cool with it, and so I feel at peace.

Than, I’m saying- don’t think of the same person twice.

I did this before and remained pure, with augmentation from spiritual stuff & other goals, for over 6 months. I didn’t actually really have a lustful thought.
So we’ll see how this goes. Ya’ll can keep me accountable, and I can you.

Nov 11, 10:20PM PST | 3 cheers | 1 comment


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watch Grey's Anatomy Micky wants to Read all the books on the BBC Big Read Top 100 find someone to spend the rest of my life with be a vegetarian for a week build furniture spend less time online be more positive make brendon urie of panic! at the disco fall in love with me get out of debt meet panic! at the disco Sing in front of a crowd go on a road trip with no predetermined destination buy a car Lose 20 pounds volunteer in India raj_satan wants to find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year Learn Lithuanian Get more sleep Make a beat escape society Read the Bible learn german appreciate what I have paint my kitchen be hot look prettier arrakis wants to visit every country in Europe watch less tv
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