thinkgreen212

I took pride in how well I treated my friends. Over the years, some of my relationships and experiences have calloused me to new ones. More recently I have caught myself being mean, critical, and judgmental of the people in my life that I used to cherish. I want to get back to that place where I was nicer to people in general instead of being the negative friend they feel they need to cut off.

I started a few courses at my local community college. The first few weeks were actually pretty nice. I was doing well adjusting at least. Although, old obstacles got the best of me later on, and I ended up succumbing to them. I ended the semester barely passing only one class and haven’t been back since. As far as getting into school after this, I’ve had quite a few disappointments. I really need get some focus in my life and get motivated. How can I get out of this hopeless rut and get out of my own way??