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im finally starting on this goal. there is a bridge near where i live that abt 5 mi that ive started walking/running. i feel good that im getting down to business after all this time.

i went back this past feb. and it was awesome!!!! i missed it so much! yay!

after 4 yrs im finally going back to italy.

i finally did it!! i conquered my debt and i am now able to start saving!!! the relief is fantastic!

so i have finally gotten to a point where my debt wont have control over me and by the end of this year i’ll be able to put it all behind me and have a big sigh of relief it feels great to know that the weight has been lifted

i got my henna tattoo on a beach and while i thought i was totally worth doing and great fun- never allow someone to put one on you if the ink color is black. its supposedly has some sort of toxin in it and can cause a really bad skin rash

i used to live in italy as a teenager and i would love to one day be able to go back and have my own home there.

i think this entry is the one that consumes my time, my thoughts and my actions the most. i feel sometimes like im being called to work for God but at the same time i feel as if i am so far away from where i need to be that its impossible to even start over again. i just dont know if its better to listen to my heart or my head.

i feel like im letting life past by- i feel like i have been blessed with the world at my fingers and yet go out out and barely live- i want to change the world and im not talking like cure cancer but something smaller that i can feel proud about at the end of the day. i want to make a difference and change how i see things and how people see me.

I lived in Italy for 5yrs while I was a teenager and I will never regret it. The culture and the way of life is incredible, I would go back again in a heartbeat.

I would like to travel the world and see all the different cultures and sights. I would love to be able just to get up and go wherever I please. Paris on Monday, Rome the next.

I want to learn how to take incredible pictures. I want to be able to just see something and capture it like you see in so many photojournalism magazines.

I used to have faith a long time ago. I believed in God and I was consumed with my beliefs. I was happy and I felt like I had a path in life. Now after a few years of hardships I’m lost in my faith. I dont know how to regain it to where it once was (or better) and I’m stuggling. I want the inner peace I once had. I’m just at a lost at how to get there.