12. Hot chocolate with four tiny marshmallows or one big one.
13. My nephew’s pleased eyes when he accomplishes just about anything, usually beating me at MarioKart for the Nth time.
14. “I want to grow up to be beautiful like Aunty Shea, Mommy.”
15. My year-old slacks from Express being in mint condition even though I wear them just about everywhere.
16. Being sought after.
17. Avoiding the self-referential second person.
18. Smoothly written transitions.
19. Sexual tension.
20. Ludicrous conspiracy theories.
21. Taking the train.
22. Relentless social propriety.
23. PostSecret
24. Unreliable narrators.
Shea's Life List
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1. feel comfortable in my own skin
2 entries . 5 cheers141 people -
2. learn to drive
1 cheer6,126 people -
3. enjoy the moment
2 cheers144 people -
4. drink more water
3 cheers18,986 people -
5. stop lying to myself
1 cheer68 people -
6. overcome anxiety
2 cheers644 people -
7. Find a balance between the things I want to do and the things I need to do
2 cheers2,372 people -
8. be the kind of person who can clean up the clothes closet and then keep it clean instead of letting it get messy and then having to spend half a day cleaning it every 4 months
1 cheer16 people -
9. waste less time
1 entry . 1 cheer506 people -
10. live passionately
1 cheer5,581 people -
11. write a book
2 cheers26,113 people -
12. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
2 entries . 1 cheer7,158 people -
13. achieve flexibility again
1 person -
14. learn to swim
3 entries . 2 cheers2,958 people -
15. skinny dip
1 cheer772 people -
16. learn french
1 cheer10,620 people -
17. decide on a career
1 entry197 people -
18. go sailing
1 cheer650 people -
19. learn judo
2 cheers115 people -
20. learn sign language
1 cheer7,690 people -
21. learn to write with my left hand
2 cheers639 people -
22. start a revolution
3 cheers1,023 people -
23. learn to tap dance
314 people -
24. organize my mp3 collection
258 people -
25. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
18,542 people -
26. read every book ever written
1 entry29 people -
27. get a pen-pal
2 cheers292 people -
28. stand under a cherry blossom tree and be showered with petals
2 cheers20 people -
29. blow something up
57 people -
30. pass 11th grade with a 3.5 or higher
1 person
Today, I realized I have an unhealthy dependence on my foundation.
My mother told me to go to school without it (as I have no idea where I put it) and I said, “No way. I’m ugly without it.”
And it’s sad that I’ve come to believe any outwards beauty I hold comes from a bottle of Maybelline’s Pure Make Up in Porcelain Ivory.
After rigorous jogging and drinking far too much water, I lost much of the weight I didn’t like. However, I don’t think I need to lose the weight. I realized that there is always going to be a flaw that I want to fix, whether I can or not, and instead of worrying about fixing it that it’s much easier to just accept it as part of who I am.
My niece says to my sister, “Why does it matter, mom? I mean, we’re all going to be wrinkly later anyways.” and I guess she’s right to a point.
Enjoy what you have now because you’ll be kicking yourself later when you realized you didn’t take advantage of your youth.
