thrustingdeej

No hangover, feel good. ready to face the day! Ah its good not to worry about money for alcohol tonight… yeh so I relapsed. But im back on the straight and narrow now. Feels good again..

So I drank last night. Dont know why. Maybe part of me wanted to see what I was missing. Nothing it turns out. Felt like crap, feel like crap now. Do I want to feel that way everyday again? hell no! I’m not missing anything. Im not going to beat myself up about it, just carry on as I was before. So onwards and upwards again! This was not easy to admit by the way! But I felt it needed to be noted. Thanks for the support and I hope it contiunues, Dont be too hard on me! Lol

Seems to have gone really fast, If someone had said to me a few months ago I would have been able to stay sober for this long I wouldnt have believed it for a second. It just proves, when you’ve made up your mind, you can achieve anything!
Even in this short space of time, I have lost weight, My skin has cleared up and woop woop my tan is coming back:P

Remember, You will never give up anything, unless you want to.

Waking up in the morning is a pleasure, anyone who is thinking of giving up, Dont think of it as giving up ha! Think of it as being sober, which is the natural state. The joy of living life without alcohol if a million times better than any state of drunkeness! trust me.

I am meeting with an alcohol specialist, and she is amazed at how prepared and how I am dealing with it. You can do anything one you make up your mind! Good luck to anyone just starting out in actually living life.

Thank you and have a great day peeps!