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Alexis

is finally able to breathe againnn =]



I'm doing 31 things
  

Alexis's Life List

  1. 1. stop asuming a guy won't like me and just go up to him and flirt away
    5 entries . 9 cheers     		2 people
  2. 2. ask myself this question daily, "If you could do anything that YOU wanted to do right now, what would it be?" and put aside all unhappiness when answering =]
    6 entries . 2 cheers     		3 people
  3. 3. drop 43 pennies in random spots for people to find
    15 entries . 7 cheers     		5 people
  4. 4. sit next to someone whos by themself
    1 entry . 9 cheers     		3 people
  5. 5. sincerely have emotions
    17 entries . 5 cheers     		3 people
  6. 6. let it all out
    39 entries . 1 cheer     		6 people
  7. 7. find what makes me happy
    15 entries . 5 cheers     		34 people
  8. 8. follow my heart
    6 entries . 4 cheers     		177 people
  9. 9. Post pictures that deserve to be seen
    38 entries . 3 cheers     		2 people
  10. 10. take 43 self portrait photographs where you cannot see my face
    15 entries . 2 cheers     		70 people
  11. 11. take 43 photographs about my life
    36 entries . 1 cheer     		3 people
  12. 12. have a guy tell me that I am gorgeous... and actually mean it.
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		2 people
  13. 13. get into a normal sleep schedule that fits me... and stay with it!!!
    3 entries . 3 cheers     		2 people
  14. 14. hide 43 treasures
    1 cheer     		14 people
  15. 15. Make a list of 43 things I know very little about, & then learn at least 3 things about each of them
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		102 people
  16. 16. write a book and publish it myself on lulu.com
    1 entry . 3 cheers     		3 people
  17. 17. make over my life... from clothes to classwork
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		2 people
  18. 18. List 100 things I want in life
    2 entries     		48 people
  19. 19. Get to 119 pounds and stay there!!!
    2 entries     		2 people
  20. 20. Watch Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
    1 cheer     		44 people
  21. 21. Take control over my medication... allow me to snap out of forgetfulness and ditsyness... i honestly don't mean to act like that yet it just keeps happening ever since I started my meds, and now i have the feeling that guys think i'm a ditz!!! which i'm r
    1 entry     		2 people
  22. 22. Do something I would never do
    3 entries     		5 people
  23. 23. let go and let God
    2 entries . 2 cheers     		69 people
  24. 24. Live Without Fear
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		543 people
  25. 25. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
    4 entries     		294 people
  26. 26. Write a wish... tie to a balloon... let it go
    		125 people
  27. 27. Discover Jobs that I would love to do and figure out how to do them
    2 entries     		2 people
  28. 28. decide which college classes/adult ed classes i want to take and sign up for them
    8 entries . 1 cheer     		2 people
  29. 29. embrace everything i love... even if it may be embarrassing =]
    1 cheer     		2 people
  30. 30. tell someone what i really think of them
    		7 people
  31. 31. Write Thank You Notes to People Who Have Made a Difference in My Life
    		9 people
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post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :) (read all 4 entries…)
Untitled 14 hours ago

if your best friend since childhood went behind your back and accused you of something (which you never did) due to their own insecurities how would you react?

ex. my best friend has been telling everyone that i am a huge flirt and that i have been flirting with her boyfriend…and if her boyfriend were to kiss me she believes i would actually let him!!! that totaly pissed me off for her accusing me of something like that and then… saying i would let him kiss me!!! she doesn’t know me at all!!!

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Take control over my medication... allow me to snap out of forgetfulness and ditsyness... i honestly don't mean to act like that yet it just keeps happening ever since I started my meds, and now i have the feeling that guys think i'm a ditz!!! which i'm r
o today was horrible on my meds =/ 14 hours ago

i’ve secluded myself from everyone, i think everyone hates me, i am sick to my stomach, and i seemed to forget how to talk…

although…

i can still throw on that “i am so happy” grin that everyone knows me for=/

i am sick of this!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I NEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDD TOOOOOO BREAAAAAAAATHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

everyone thought that i was stoned today…i even fooled myself…

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Get to 119 pounds and stay there!!! (read all 2 entries…)
WOOOAAHHHHH!!!!! =] 14 hours ago

i am currently 119 pounds as of today =]

lets see if i can keep it up =]

i’m finally back to my priginal weight that i was before i got depression 7 years ago!!! its feels amazing to be myself again =]

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finish my dissertation have over 500 C.D's do the splits be a bartender carpe diem KEEP A HEALTHY LEVEL OF INSANITY Just_Jess wants to be more spiritual tone my body Do 50 situps PhD be my own boss love life be more outgoing travel the world Watch all episodes of "The Simpsons" ever made. dye my hair blonde Visit Montreal LDH wants to be inspired live Get over it see the demolition of a large structure join the army volunteer on an archaeological dig make a Flash cartoon. follow my heart live in a house with a wrap-a-round porch visit all 7 continents