I was almost arrived, when I broke NC today (day 57!).
He called me again, I answered, he asked me out for a coffee.
We met. He spoke all the time about what went wrong, that I need to move on (???!!!!) that he just wanted to stay friends and hang out sometimes.
I said him: F* you, do not get in touch with me ever again.
So, tomorrow day 1.
To be honest, I have to confess that somehow I needed this closure, this hearing that he doesn’t love me, that he never did etc..I had somehow the false hope there was something special between us. There is nothing, eventually.
I’ll see u back in 2 months then..
Jan 08, 2009, 12:54PM PST | 0 comments
Ok, I saw him by chance on Christmas Eve. I ignored him.
I run again into him a couple of days later: we talked.
He said me he didn’t miss me, I confessed him I missed him like hell. But, there’ s a “but”: I also told him with a big smile on my face that I discovered an invincible inner strenght that helped me greatly in my journey.
I mean, it was so good being there, feeling at ease, with no need to act like I didnt’ care..I told him I cared and I just left.
The good part was to arrive though.
He started texting me “Good talk to see u again”.
I ignored him. Even a couple of days later, when he calles me two times in a row and sent me another text”Call me if you’re around” I still ignored him.
Then he sent me the classical bullshit text “Best wishes for 2009” and I replied “You too”.
Jan 05, 2009, 09:44AM PST | 1 cheer | 2 comments
So many things happened so far..
Yesterday he was spotted by a friend of mine with another girl..he also asked my friend to say me hallo.
I am doing fine..I am happy realizing that there nothing I can’t handle.
I won’t never contact him.
Good luck everybody
Dec 09, 2008, 04:11AM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
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