well, I’m coming to accept the past as a part of the present. This essentially means learning how to love myself better… which is working. it’s amazing how those truisms everyone says are… true (e.g. learn to love yourself first). but… it takes a long time to actually understand them.
tinyhands's Life List
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1. be braver
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2. think of others
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3. be in a band again
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4. skydive
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5. Be patient and slow to react
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6. Quit Smoking
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7. Let go of the past
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8. Stop comparing myself to other people
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9. have better manners
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10. get in shape
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11. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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Recent entries
smoked my brains out last night. and now….. got the patch on my arm. a little extreme, i guess…. but my boyfriend and I are quitting together… so it’s good to have company. I worry more about him than me, as he’s smoked longer and more than I have. I hope this works for him. His lungs sound really terrible.
well… I haven’t really done this… but last night I had trouble breathing…. and I really don’t want that. (asthma and cat allergies as well as smoking…. you think I’d learn… but no).
today though, I really don’t want any cigarettes at all. I like the feeling of fresh air in my lungs….
