toadlogger

I love my wife more than anyone in this world, next to our son. We have been married for 3 years now. While we have been married I have been deployed to Iraq, and moved twice. I feel as though the conection we once had is now faiding. I know alot of it is and mainly caused by me. I try not to be selfish in the things I do. I know that she just wants time together. My job makes it hard for me to spend the time we need together. She is very loving and understanding, just some times I feel as though she does not understand my every day life. I am a squad leader in charge of an extra 10 lives every day. I just need to remind myself that even after work I am still in charge of making two other peoples live better. I have to love them like I do my soldiers. My son gets all of my attention when I get home at night. I was away from him for his first six months in this world. even though I can never get those six month back with him. I will never get back that year I missed with Winter. Tommarow I will see what I have written, I will use this as a tool to help me remeber the little things she does to make my life better. If any one has any advise, please feel free to chat.
JD