Ugh, felt good about this month, then started getting drunk for the remainder of the last five days. I didn’t drink today, and know my other mental issues will be alleviated so long as I keep on the beam.
tonyescobar21's Life List
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1. Balance in my life
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2. love myself
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3. live passionately
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4. Get organized
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5. drink more water
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6. become a vegan
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7. Learn to play the guitar
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8. exercise regularly
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9. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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10. Practice Yoga
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11. stop smoking
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12. stay sober
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13. update my resume
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14. manage my Bipolar disorder
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15. Find a Career
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16. organize my computer
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17. organize itunes
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18. Pass Health Care Reform
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19. be fitter and happier
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20. do less
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21. read all the books I own
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22. Be a better brother
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23. write a book
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24. go to grad school
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25. become debt free
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26. Raise my GPA
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27. play more videogames
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28. See Radiohead in concert again
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29. read my magazine subscriptions
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30. learn how to cook 10 dishes
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31. not take myself so damn seriously!
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32. read everyday
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33. Read all the books on the St. John's College Reading List
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34. Ease up on the Caffiene
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35. eat more fruits and veggies
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36. Grow my hair out
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37. meditate
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38. make love, not war
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39. never settle
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40. evolve out of guilt
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41. lower my carbon footprint
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42. be a better buddhist
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43. get over my SAD (social anxiety disorder)
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How I did it: Now I just have to clean the rest of the house. But right now, this goal is done. It's just a matter of choosing what to toss, what to keep, and where to keep it. I am a bit of a pack rat, but am deciding to give away some books to family and to also just live more with less stuff. Now to keep it clean... Read how I did it…
How I did it: Took the time to really just do this already. I have to say it was hard for me because I just always have an excuse not to. But I finally did it and now I can bask at nature's beauty, until it grows again... Read how I did it…
How I did it: I'm a student of Buddhism and felt for my spiritual growth it was time to shave off my scalp. I must say I never did it before and felt awkward using shaving cream on my face then my head, but it worked like a charm (very messy though). You can always grow your hair back if you so choose. Read how I did it…
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So I’m getting patches on Wednesday. I feel I am making excuses to smoke and it’s troubling how addicted I am! Darn! :(
Since I love them maybe I should take more time to go out and see them. Take a day off and go to my local national park. Tomorrow is a good day to start. Why not do more things that I love! The smell, the animal sounds, the rustling leaves underneath. Majestic peace I need more of in my life.
