Back after a few months. It must be at least 5 months since I last posted. Hello 43 things!
toomuchcoffee's Life List
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1. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
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2. find a job in international education.
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3. Daily: Reflect on 5 things for which I'm grateful.
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4. Research local PhD programs and EdD programs to apply for fall 2009 or earlier
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5. Visualize the events I wish to happen
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6. sent positive energy (prayers) to people and situations that need it.
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7. set my intentions for the next couple of days
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8. post randomly
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9. begin dating
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10. get in shape
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11. research different PhD programs in International Education
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12. Be a confident public speaker
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13. I am buying a a condo this year.
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14. go to the dentist
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15. go to the eye doctor
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16. Treat myself like my best friend.
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17. find a man who...
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18. have a cabin in the woods
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19. gain confidence in myself.
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20. tip the universe in my favor
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21. improve my first impression
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22. Save my favorite 43things entries in one place
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23. Give up the Big 5 for at least 21 days: animal protein, sugar, gluten, alcohol, and caffeine
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24. Eat 5 servings of fruits and veggies a day, Drop eating cheap candy.
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25. listen to my life and figure out where it's headed and let syncronicity happen.......
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26. Celebrate the Eight Pagan Feasts this year
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27. buy a small cabin from tumbleweed houses.
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28. figure out what living in solidarity with the poor means for my life.
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29. take a trip to Thailand or India
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30. buy the house I am currently renting.
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31. 36 months of this job
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32. Trust Myself
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33. practice non violence in my life
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34. To relax and enjoy my life right now!
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35. Don't take things so personally
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36. explore the field of international emergency crisis intervention work
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37. March 22nd is 4 months.... 32 to go.
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38. pay down my debt
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39. Open my mind to the idea of adopting a child
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40. decide
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I’m feeling ultra sensitive lately. I know I am. Kind of raw and a lack on confidence. Although better than a few months ago. Tomorrow. I need to face things with a bit of confidence and I”M nervous. I do realize I fill in my own speculations before even knowing how someelse will react. I am quick to react. I want to be cool and relaxed and not so uptight about it all.
I think it’s a reaction to a person I am working with who I think (see I’[m doing it again) A person I was rubbed wrong with last week when I saw her. I’ve got to encounter her this week. I just want to ignore her. I can just hear (see doing it again) her complaining and blaming me and my program. There is no pleasing this woman. See maybe I need to know please her and just do the job. but she second guesses me. Why this Why that have you done this.
She is an anal detailed person who needs to get all the information once and never forgets it. I am a big picture, loyal , dedicated person who trusts that things work out and that the details will follow. AAAhHHHHH I don’t feel like working with her tomorrow.
I need a better attitude.
At the end of the day, I will be going out and having a nice dinner with a friend who likes me especially my creativeness and openness.
Then the weekend!!
Ugh. I’m tired but I can’t sleep. I had a diet coke at 3pm today.Yup that’s it. I have to work tomorrow… 8 oclock. I’ve been lying in bed and just waiting to sleep. can’t sleep. it’s too late to take a tylenol Pm. It take it early I’m ok, but too late it messes me up the next mornng. I’m tempted.
