topaz_flames




I'm doing 5 things
 

topaz_flames's Life List

  1. 1. get a tattoo
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  2. 2. change my hair
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  3. 3. Move to a new apartment
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  4. 4. graduate with honors
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  5. 5. forgive my father
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forgive my father
How? 8 months ago

How do you forgive somebody when they don’t even realize that they did anything wrong? I want him to see that he has hurt me – physically and emotionally – so that I can forgive him. But in his twisted mind he was the perfect father. So how do I find forgiveness in my heart – for the one person I hate – when he is completely clueless? I’m sick of having this rage, I don’t want to feel this pain anymore, but I feel like I just can’t let it go until he sees what he did….
So dad, please tell me i’m not crazy, please tell me you know you were bad, please tell me you’re sorry, just please tell me I can let the past go and finally move on with my life....


graduate with honors
i'm on my way 8 months ago

i’ve almost completed the pre-IB program and next year and senior year i will partially be part of the International Baccalurette (sp?) program.
even if i don’t get the partial IB diploma i’ve already got 2 honors credits from last year. woot!



 

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