totempole

sometimes there’s just some weird interpersonal/social/whatever issues you have within your friend-dynamic that are absurd and you feel you’ve move past… but they keep coming back. i need to not dwell on this stuff so much. and…. this is always sort of a release, so as of now, i’m going to stop. or at least consciously try to not focus on that sort of crap

just organize all my work for classes and whatnot. i think printing out papers and sorting them will encourage me to do my reading in the future

i feel like i’m beginning to realize how much of an amazing opportunity college is. not as a means to an end, but in allowing me to really pursue my academic interests. i get to learn what’s important to me. and i learn how to learn. and i learn through meeting people. and experiencing things. and i would never get this opportunity otherwise. i feel like i can’t even articulate how amazing education is.

i just want to always appreciate and savor every moment i have here, learning, and not just be focused on the future and what my degree will get me.