towie

1. genuine happy smiles.
2. white clouds.
3. summertime.
4. making happy memories.
5. the feeling of being so happy you can cry.
6. being with good friends.
7. sunshine!
8. warm people.
9. talkative strangers.
10. inside jokes.
11. laughing at “You HAD to be there” moments.
12. tripping while I dance.
13. tripping around my good friends when they’re the only ones there to make fun of me.
14. when I feel independent.
15. happy ‘90s music. 8D
16. Goldfrapp’s “Happiness,” lol.
17. dancing in general.
18. laughter in general.
19. hearing my aunt laugh. She has the best laugh in the world, lights up a whole room.
20. when I believe in myself.
21. watching awkward moments happen.
22. genuinely friendly people.
23. people who genuinely understand me and don’t jump to the conclusions.
24. people who tell me things are okay, and that they love me, instead of ignoring me or chastising me.
25. going to sleep at four in the AM after talking about everything and anything with my best friend.
26. genuine kindness.
27. HELIUM balloons. :D
28. listening to my friends talk after they suck helium out of helium balloons.
29. watching my friends’ stupid videos that I REFUSE TO TAKE ANY PART IN.
30. when people make SUCH BAD TERRIBLE JOKES that you have NO CHOICE but to laugh.
31. spending time with Twinklebear.
32. hearing him purr.
33. hearing him miaow.
34. hearing him snore.
34. hearing him eat. Yes. Really.
35. good news.
36. good hair days.
37. finding money, haha.
38. giving said money to people who need it instead of wasting it on restaurant food, especially when I have food already at home. :P
39. making new friends.
40. keeping old friends.
41. reading about 9023842048293042384293048230428 bajillion year anniversaries. Kind of restores my faith in marriage. Sort of.
42. looking at engagement announcements in the paper, and thinking, “Whoa, she lucked out,” and then laughing at myself for being so shallow.
43. when I can actually laugh at myself without feeling bad.
44. when I can make people laugh when they’re crying.
45. helping people who are genuinely grateful I’m there for them.
46. “I love you” never gets old.
47. Gary Larson. 8D
48. getting a brand new idea THAT WORKS.
49. laughing at stupid things.
50. finishing something.
51. being able to think positiveeee.
52. going to bed early in a good mood.
53. then again, pulling all-nighters with fun and pleasant people is great, too.
54. when I can get people to laugh without feeling hurt.
55. when my best friend and I use our PSYCHIC POWAS.
56. reading about good samaritans.
57. hearing about stupid criminals, like the one who robbed a bank with his uniform from work THAT STILL HAD THE NAMETAG ON IT.
58. happy, simple things.
59. cute things.
60. when cats play with pen caps and other weird things.
61. dreams from which I wake up laughing.
62. when I make good comebacks. SO RARE.
63. when I’m able to ignore something and not let it get me down when I CAN’T make a good come back.
63. listening to open-minded people talk open-mindedly about open-minded things.
64. open-minded people who don’t brag about being open-minded.
65. shy and polite men. :3
66. when people DON’T talk about how much their lives suck and realize that there’s always 902384203948209348230429 other people in the world who are dealing with crap, too.
67. when I overcome an obstacle that’s been plaguing me for a while, however small.
68. talking to strangers..eheh.
69. Irish accents.
70. being on the ocean.
71. wheat fields.
72. hilly meadows. :3
73. enjoyable company.

I can’t think of any moreeeee. ;;

He’s the only person I think about every day and have thought about every day for such a long period of time. (Four years this summer.)

It’s funny, how a stranger you know for only two nights can make such a huge impact on your life.

I miss him.
I miss him so much.

is tougher than you might think it is. ;;