trainwreck




I'm doing 3 things
  

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  2. 1. beat depression and addiction
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  3. 2. be a better wife
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  4. 3. stop taking pills
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Stop taking pills
Pills are evil 3 years ago

I want to stop taking them but I am scared to not have ANY backup supply…I feel like a monster lives inside me and constantly wins. I am on a handful right now as I am writing this to the world. Any suggestions? I am trying to be as honest as I can. Drug abusers by definition have to be deceptive…a trait that I am probably more ashamed of than the drug abuse itself. Any pointers would be greatly appreciated.

Sep 19, 2005, 02:55PM PDT | 1 comment



 

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