Ok, so i know i had already given up on this but this guy is so much fun. Not only that, but he treats me so good and he is a pretty mature guy who knows what he wants. My husband is stuck in a dead end job and sometimes he doesn’t even work. All the stress is on my shoulders and he is just ever so happy without even worrying about a thing. Plus, i think he’s cheating on me. Now, I don’t want to just get back at him for cheating, I actually feel better with the other guy than with him, but now that i found out my husband is most likely having an affair, it makes it a little bit easier for me to give in to my desire.
It’s not only about the rush or thrill i might have while having an affair, it’s deeper than that. I want to feel loved, cared for… I know i should leave my husband if i want to go out with someone else, but i think he would kill me (literally) if he ever found out i left him for another guy. I guess it’d be worse if he finds out i’m cheating on him, but I promise we’ll be careful…...
