I want to share with others some of the things that I have learned. I want to educate others and myself. I feel that the best way to combat hate, cruelty, and malice is through education. I’m not a total optimist, and I don’t think education will save the entire world, and will cure all problems. If it were that simple; it would have already been done. It’s a start though, and I want to give it a push along. I want others to help me see life with more clairty, and I in turn want to share my clairty or opinions with others.
treetree84's Life List
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1. get the courage to leave my cheating husband
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2. trust more people
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3. stay in better touch with my friends and family
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4. write a book
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5. buy a new car
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6. buy a house with a porch
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7. learn swahili
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8. learn Polish
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9. adopt a puppy
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10. learn how to dance
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11. buy my parents a new home and car
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12. travel cross country by train
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13. smile everyday
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14. be recognized
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15. travel
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16. finish a triathlon
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17. masters degree
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18. move to africa
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19. help people
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20. find someone who truly loves me
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21. feel better about myself
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22. lose weight
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23. plant a garden
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24. educate
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25. learn
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26. stop emotional eating
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27. build a school
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I want to be recognized. I want to feel the warmth of friends around me like I did before I was married. I want my husband to recognize me as a good person and a good wife. I want my husband to recognize the pain he’s caused in my life. I want to be recognized for what I had given up to save his life when he needed it. I want to be recognized as someone who gave the world to a man, isolated myself, and gave up my wellbeing for his own. I was taught that this is what you do in life. You give everything you have to help and support others. If you have it…you give it, and so I did. Here I am empty with nothing left to give but advice and knowledge of where I have been, and how I got to this desperate place. Don’t get me wrong. I’ll survive, and I’ll continue on, and I’ll always have hope, but for today I’m tired, not just sleepy…truly tired.
