trustkills

I’ve lost about 4 lbs since the last time I was weighed. A month or so ago?
But I’m still not exercising. And it makes me feel stupid. Because I can go work out at Curves anytime I want to. My aunt owns the place and I still don’t go. Lame. I guess I’m scared of being judged. Or looking like a fool.
I’m eating less food more frequently. I eat Special K for breakfast. And fruit of any kind (usually an apple) around noon. For lunch I like turkey and swiss on wheat. And I eat off of a smaller plate at dinner. And I don’t have seconds, which I used to always do (sometimes thirds and fourths). And I might have some popcorn or ice cream later.
I’m also trying to stop eating at around 7:30 or 8. I heard that if you eat past that time, you won’t have enough time to burn off the calories before you go to sleep.
And I’ve been drinking tons of water. All day. I got a reusable bottle and I fill it up at home.
I noticed cellulite the other day. And I cried! I never noticed that I had any. But now it’s really visible. So screw being scared to work out, I’m going! I’m also contemplating getting this body wrap thing that my mom does. She’s been twice, and her thighs don’t jiggle anymore. But it’s kind of expensive.

And a ps – I have a boyfriend now, and I’m burning calories with him as much as possible! =)

I’ll be enrolling for Fall classes at my local community college. Then hopefully after the 2 years, continue at an actual art school.
I still can’t believe that I didn’t go right out of high school. It was something that I had prided myself on doing. And taking a year off became two. But no more! Yay.
I’ll major in photography and I really can’t wait.

I’ve always wanted to throw a surprise party. And now I am planning one. It’s pretty tedious stuff.

I’m hoping that anyone who has done this successfully can help me out!