Possible?? ....or is it just an extremely sweet notion?? I mean, I can say I wanna be genuinely happy but who in the world really is? Seriously! Sure you can have moments of pure genuine happiness but how long does it last? How can you keep up that wonderful, feel-good feeling and not let it slip away after having a bad day?? I haven’t been happy in a very long time…never genuinely happy with no other sad or anxious or whatever feelings that go along with it for sure so that leads me to the more obvious question: IS GENUINE HAPPINESS A HOAX? JUST A MOMENTARY FEELING THAT’LL FADE BEFORE YOU EVEN REALIZE HOW HAPPY YOU WERE? The things that make ya go hmmmm??
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2. try to spend more time on myself and understand what i REALLY want out of EVERYTHING: life? love? work? family? friendship? everything!
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3. buy the Magic Bullet off a tv infomercial...you get a second set free lol
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4. go skinny-dipping
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5. use all the tea in my pantry!!! they take up too much friggin space
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6. go to my sisters wedding
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7. study photography
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8. be as positive and supportive as i can of my autistic son in public school this fall...its gunna be crazy!
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9. understand myself instead of trying to understand everyone around me!
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10. add a picture to my 43Things profile! im tired of being just a smiley...no offence to the rest of ya smileys:) tehehe
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11. have my first new years eve kiss:-* its kinda like v-day for me...it never works out as planned grrrrr
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12. quit letting people walk all over me
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13. play with my son more
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14. get out from under my mother emotionally, financially. shes a trip and a half and im sick of riding along
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15. own my own crotch-rocket
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16. get married to the love of my life who is already complete...nodody should "complete" anybody...you should feel complete just by being you
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17. find and meet my father
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18. get professional pics taken with family
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19. travel to new york for new years eve in times square
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20. steal a road sign
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21. visit seattle, washington
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22. sort, clean, organize and whatever else my basement and throw stuff out i dont use and put up gym equip. and kids area
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23. get a car!
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24. be genuinely happy:)
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25. get a job!
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26. be more confident
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27. get high school diploma
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28. lose 28 pounds by july 09
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29. get mirena
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30. meet the love of my life...my forever soulmate
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31. start a boxing program
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32. bleach out my hair...just once! i wanna see if i have more fun lol:D testing theories is always a good idea;)
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33. get my driver's lisence
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34. copy all my original "rough" poems and have them binded
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35. go on a REAL date with a guy i truly admire
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36. be my moms friend rather than argumentative enemy
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37. let go of my hurtful past
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38. get a tattoo
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39. play violin more often
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40. move out of my mothers townhome! i have no job, daycare, friends, car or money but ill figure it out....wont i???
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41. stop biting my nails
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How I did it: pretty self explanitory...just talked...well actually we typed since our phones arent working but writing everything out is better because it lets you understand without rasing your voice and not realizing whats actually being said and thought about. its never easy but were friends now and seeing where it goes from there. hes a great guy and he thinks im a great girl and well leave it at that for now:) Read how I did it…
How I did it: i threw all my clothes on my bed and decided to take like an hour out of my day to try them all on. it was really hard to give up a few of my shirtd that i eally love but i knew id never wear them on a regular basis so i put all the ones i didnt want and that didnt fit away in my closet and im going to take them most likely to a nearby homeless shelter so someone else can get some wear outta what i wasnt and just holding onto Read how I did it…
How I did it: pretty easy. the hardest part was actuallty searching my place and finding all my displaced cds. i layed them all out on the floor with their lyrics sheets and put them all in order. its nice to finally be able to find what i want and with the lyrics and with no more scratches on them! Read how I did it…
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To add a photo using my mobile. Does anyone know?? Hmmm…I can upload pics to myspace with my phone but still haven’t figured out to with 43 things yet or if I’m even able to. Here’s to figuering out some way. Urrrr….I don’t wanna be a boxed smiley anymore…I wanna be a boxed me lol
I’m thinking about joining Job Corps to get out of my place…I’m just not sure if its the right fit or not. I called and have an information packet being sent out in the next week or so. I have a son and don’t have a high school diploma or GED so I’m really limited especially without daycare so does anyone have any info about Job Corp that has actually gone through the program or knows someone???
