~*seeking solitude*~

is confused on how to get her life figured out???...



I'm doing 41 things
 

~*seeking solitude*~'s Life List

  1. 1. take the one guy that matters most to me and run away to a dark secluded nook outta the city for the night and sleep under the stars together...kinda need to get my goal of getting a car done first though lol
    1 cheer
    1 person
  2. 2. try to spend more time on myself and understand what i REALLY want out of EVERYTHING: life? love? work? family? friendship? everything!
    1 cheer
    1 person
  3. 3. buy the Magic Bullet off a tv infomercial...you get a second set free lol
    1 person
  4. 4. go skinny-dipping
    2 cheers
    201 people
  5. 5. use all the tea in my pantry!!! they take up too much friggin space
    2 entries
    1 person
  6. 6. go to my sisters wedding
    1 entry
    3 people
  7. 7. study photography
    1 cheer
    312 people
  8. 8. be as positive and supportive as i can of my autistic son in public school this fall...its gunna be crazy!
    2 cheers
    1 person
  9. 9. understand myself instead of trying to understand everyone around me!
    3 cheers
    1 person
  10. 10. add a picture to my 43Things profile! im tired of being just a smiley...no offence to the rest of ya smileys:) tehehe
    1 entry
    1 person
  11. 11. have my first new years eve kiss:-* its kinda like v-day for me...it never works out as planned grrrrr
    1 person
  12. 12. quit letting people walk all over me
    2 people
  13. 13. play with my son more
    1 cheer
    25 people
  14. 14. get out from under my mother emotionally, financially. shes a trip and a half and im sick of riding along
    1 cheer
    1 person
  15. 15. own my own crotch-rocket
    1 entry
    1 person
  16. 16. get married to the love of my life who is already complete...nodody should "complete" anybody...you should feel complete just by being you
    1 cheer
    1 person
  17. 17. find and meet my father
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    2 people
  18. 18. get professional pics taken with family
    1 cheer
    1 person
  19. 19. travel to new york for new years eve in times square
    1 person
  20. 20. steal a road sign
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    16 people
  21. 21. visit seattle, washington
    7 people
  22. 22. sort, clean, organize and whatever else my basement and throw stuff out i dont use and put up gym equip. and kids area
    1 cheer
    1 person
  23. 23. get a car!
    1 cheer
    1,367 people
  24. 24. be genuinely happy:)
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    41 people
  25. 25. get a job!
    2 cheers
    10,511 people
  26. 26. be more confident
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    10,297 people
  27. 27. get high school diploma
    2 cheers
    5 people
  28. 28. lose 28 pounds by july 09
    2 entries . 3 cheers
    1 person
  29. 29. get mirena
    1 entry
    1 person
  30. 30. meet the love of my life...my forever soulmate
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    1 person
  31. 31. start a boxing program
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
  32. 32. bleach out my hair...just once! i wanna see if i have more fun lol:D testing theories is always a good idea;)
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    1 person
  33. 33. get my driver's lisence
    2 cheers
    82 people
  34. 34. copy all my original "rough" poems and have them binded
    2 cheers
    1 person
  35. 35. go on a REAL date with a guy i truly admire
    1 person
  36. 36. be my moms friend rather than argumentative enemy
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    1 person
  37. 37. let go of my hurtful past
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    3 people
  38. 38. get a tattoo
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    20,242 people
  39. 39. play violin more often
    2 cheers
    3 people
  40. 40. move out of my mothers townhome! i have no job, daycare, friends, car or money but ill figure it out....wont i???
    1 entry
    1 person
  41. 41. stop biting my nails
    6 entries . 2 cheers
    7,040 people

How I did it
How to have an honest, real talk with the guy from michigan about where we stand...maybe i dont have to lose weight to be in a bikini in michigan in july afterall ;[
It took me
2 months
It made me
think


How to try on clothes and see which ones fit, sort by size and get rid of all the sizes that are too big:)
It took me
1 day
It made me
less cluttered


How to find all cds that are all over the place and alphbatize them in a cd case...i can never find the one i want!
It took me
1 day
It made me
organized


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Recent entries
be genuinely happy
is this even... 8 months ago

Possible?? ....or is it just an extremely sweet notion?? I mean, I can say I wanna be genuinely happy but who in the world really is? Seriously! Sure you can have moments of pure genuine happiness but how long does it last? How can you keep up that wonderful, feel-good feeling and not let it slip away after having a bad day?? I haven’t been happy in a very long time…never genuinely happy with no other sad or anxious or whatever feelings that go along with it for sure so that leads me to the more obvious question: IS GENUINE HAPPINESS A HOAX? JUST A MOMENTARY FEELING THAT’LL FADE BEFORE YOU EVEN REALIZE HOW HAPPY YOU WERE? The things that make ya go hmmmm??



add a picture to my 43Things profile! im tired of being just a smiley...no offence to the rest of ya smileys:) tehehe
i dont know how... 8 months ago

To add a photo using my mobile. Does anyone know?? Hmmm…I can upload pics to myspace with my phone but still haven’t figured out to with 43 things yet or if I’m even able to. Here’s to figuering out some way. Urrrr….I don’t wanna be a boxed smiley anymore…I wanna be a boxed me lol



move out of my mothers townhome! i have no job, daycare, friends, car or money but ill figure it out....wont i???
JOB CORP??? 8 months ago

I’m thinking about joining Job Corps to get out of my place…I’m just not sure if its the right fit or not. I called and have an information packet being sent out in the next week or so. I have a son and don’t have a high school diploma or GED so I’m really limited especially without daycare so does anyone have any info about Job Corp that has actually gone through the program or knows someone???



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