tryingtosmile




I'm doing 26 things
  

tryingtosmile's Life List

  1. 1. Allow myself to only be treated well by the people I choose to have friendships and relationships with. If they do not, I need to find the courage to move on without them.
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  2. 2. Stop being afraid of the doctor.
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  3. 3. get out of my own way
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  4. 4. Stop being so angry.
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  5. 5. Learn to love, myself and others.
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  6. 6. Go back to school!
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  7. 7. Quit the nightshift!
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  8. 8. Stop taking Jerks & Idiots seriously when they try to hurt me, after all they are Jerks & Idiots.
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  9. 9. Figure out what I believe in.
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  10. 10. Reconcile with my father.
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  11. 11. Feel well again.
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  12. 12. Obtain augmentation, FOR ME AND ME ALONE.
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  13. 13. Tell them all exactly how I feel.
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  14. 14. Tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth, about everything.
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  15. 15. Complete a thought without being interrupted by a screaming child.
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  16. 16. Stop changing diapers.
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  17. 17. Go to Japan.
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  18. 18. Get to know my sister-in-law.
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  19. 19. Know what it means to be happy.
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  20. 20. Take back my dreams.
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  21. 21. Remember me.
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  22. 22. Learn patience.
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  23. 23. Find a balance between the things I want to do and the things I need to do
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  24. 24. Figure out what to do once you "have admitted" you have a problem
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  25. 25. Buy a home.
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  26. 26. kiss and hug my children before bed every night
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Recent entries
kiss and hug my children before bed every night
you wouldn't think 1 year ago

that this should be so hard, but sometimes by the end of the night, I am so happy to see them head upstairs, and TO tired to even walk up those stairs and the realization that I have to leave for work in 1 1/2 hours just keeps me from making the effort. I have started taking steps, I am doing well and no matter how much their cluttered floor and over flowing laundry basket IRRATATES me I WILL GO TO THEIR BEDSIDES every night and kiss those sweet babies of mine.

Jan 16, 2007, 08:27AM PST | 0 comments


Tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth, about everything.
Secrets 1 year ago

Secrets are just like lies, when you keep them from those you love and those who may just be able to help-keeping secrets is just as hard to keep up with as telling lies. And the longer you hold them in the harder it gets to tell them.

Dec 30, 2006, 03:32PM PST | 1 cheer | 2 comments


figure out what i believe in
I guess If I pray 1 year ago

To God as a natural reaction to situations in my life-it means I believe in him? But then what do I do about all the questions and distrust I have in “religion”?

Dec 30, 2006, 03:30PM PST | 1 comment


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Learn to be independent sleep in an igloo Become Financially Independent buy a car fycarr wants to Pray daily stop smoking get in shape Stop making excuses for not having the life I want get clear skin Get organized get drunk Pass The JLPT 3 Test get out of the army be fearless art_star wants to get my teeth fixed clean my bedroom paraglide be a better mother not be so selfish travel to distant places lose weight and tone up Eat less meat be fabulous Lose 20 pounds Stop cussing learn to sing make a difference in the world