that this should be so hard, but sometimes by the end of the night, I am so happy to see them head upstairs, and TO tired to even walk up those stairs and the realization that I have to leave for work in 1 1/2 hours just keeps me from making the effort. I have started taking steps, I am doing well and no matter how much their cluttered floor and over flowing laundry basket IRRATATES me I WILL GO TO THEIR BEDSIDES every night and kiss those sweet babies of mine.
tryingtosmile's Life List
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1. Stop being afraid of the doctor.
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2. Take back my dreams.
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3. Remember me.
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4. Learn patience.
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5. Find a balance between the things I want to do and the things I need to do
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6. Figure out what to do once you "have admitted" you have a problem
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7. Buy a home.
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8. Stop taking Jerks & Idiots seriously when they try to hurt me, after all they are Jerks & Idiots.
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9. Allow myself to only be treated well by the people I choose to have friendships and relationships with. If they do not, I need to find the courage to move on without them.
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10. Figure out what I believe in.
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11. Tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth, about everything.
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12. kiss and hug my children before bed every night
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13. Know what it means to be happy.
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14. Get to know my sister-in-law.
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15. get out of my own way
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16. Stop being so angry.
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17. Learn to love, myself and others.
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18. Go back to school!
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19. Quit the nightshift!
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20. Reconcile with my father.
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21. Feel well again.
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22. Obtain augmentation, FOR ME AND ME ALONE.
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23. Tell them all exactly how I feel.
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24. Stop changing diapers.
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25. Go to Japan.
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26. Complete a thought without being interrupted by a screaming child.
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you wouldn't think
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Secrets
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Secrets are just like lies, when you keep them from those you love and those who may just be able to help-keeping secrets is just as hard to keep up with as telling lies. And the longer you hold them in the harder it gets to tell them.
I guess If I pray
2 years ago
To God as a natural reaction to situations in my life-it means I believe in him? But then what do I do about all the questions and distrust I have in “religion”?
