tsukikoume

Ive met my goal of losing 10lbs. Now on to the 25 XD. I’m joing a gym next week when I get back from California and I have someone that is going to go with me. I also have someone thats just made me change my view on everything since we started talking and he’s a great motivation for me <3

I have battled with my weight for a very long time. In the 5th grade I was over 200lbs… That is a terrible thing but I am no longer afraid to admit it. I was also the tallest ‘girl’ in my grade and had well ‘blossomed’ in the 3rd grade. I was the height I am today which is 5’4 in 3rd grade as well. In 5th grade was the first time I went on a diet. Went to a doctor, got some pills and then POOF. I was losing weight like crazy. My teachers were noticing as were fellow classmates. In the 7th and 8th grade I gained some of it back..but then lost it all again very very fast. (some friends of mine had thought I was on meth for some reason lol). Since about junior year in high school I have slowly gained weight. I’m not as big as I had been when I first lost weight in the 5th grade, but it’s something I work on. I dont get out much and 99% of my time is spent at work or at my house playing games. I’ve started eating smaller meals and more uh healthy stuff. I don’t drink soda anymore or if I do it’s rarely or if some seasonal drink comes out I’ll try it (Like Mountain Dew game fuel (For the Horde!)). I am also an extremely picky eater. I don’t like vegetables (except corn if you want to count that) or fruit. It’s not really a taste thing for most fruit but the texture. I have started eating more fruit though and yogurt which I wouldnt touch with a 10ft pole before.. It actually isn’t that bad for me. I guess it’s true that your taste changes as you get older. I am also going to start working out again. I used to everyday when I was younger and then one day I just didn’t anymore. It’s not easy but it is something you have to constantly work on.

This will be a monster task for me. I have alot of books. Many of them I haven’t bothered to read yet. I have two smaller book shelves and one big one. They all are double-rows right now. One shelf is nothing but Stephen King…I plan to organize them by author. I also need to replace one of the smaller shelves since the bottom shelf has broken, the front end fell and cant be fixed..When I replace it I may get the 5 shelf one but then I would have to find a new place for it… So much to do so little space right now.