she always knows how to get to me. You would think an aunt would be supportive of you but, not mine. She seems to find joy in knocking me down and making fun of me. Not too long ago she called me fat and laughed about it the whole time in front of my face not even caring how it was tearing me up inside.
Jun 12, 2007, 10:10AM PDT | 0 comments
I realize, looking back, that I am the one that i care about in most situations. How will i feel about this? If i have hang out with this person, what will i do…always about me! but i realize that im also standing in my way of letting people close. I tend to push people away and then i beat myself up about it.
i really need to seek help for this…
Jun 12, 2007, 10:08AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments