turkeymole

I finally got my car fixed… and a new cd player…. it only took me 2 months of ridew with mom and dad and sometimes walking home from work before i finally had enough money…. but i did it… and then 2 weeks later i had my wallet stolen… why is this year just not MY year… such bad luck….. grrrr…. lol

I never thought about joining any branch of the military. My lil brother just went in to Marine Corp basic….. and while i was talking about how proud i am of him. one of my coworkers suggested i join the air force… i laughed and shrugged it off… but, the thought keeps popping up. I have decided to loose the weight to get down to the requirement. and do some physical conditioning. The last week it has been all i can think of… i think i want to give it a try. I know it will be difficult, especially for a woman. but…. i don’t think i could live my life thinking…. what if….

I used to go to church every sunday. I was a sunday school teacher for 4 to 5 year olds… they depended on my and i loved teaching them… but after i started working a job that entailed me being there every sunday, i had to quit sunday school. Although i quit my job over a year ago i hardly ever go to church, and i feel even more quilty when i go because people don’t remember me and all the kids i used to teach forget me, which is the worst… i think i just need to suck it up and take the cut in sleep and just jump back into the church thing….

Ok, i have been smoking since i was 15, i am now 21. my parents just found out about 2 months ago. and since then the longest i have gone with out a cigarette is 4 of the longest days of my life. I find it really difficult because most of my friends smoke, about half the people i work with smoke, and i have smoking traditions. Since my car broke down tho i have cut down because i can’t smoke in my parents cars. But, i can’t go without a car forever, my life is way to busy for that. Ok… i need to quit but can’t do it alone. I think i am going to convince my friends to quit with me…. yeah… thats it… ok time for a cigarette… jk

Life bites… A little over a week ago I got off work went out to my car and lo and behold… some idoit stole my cd player. I have no idea why.. i bought the thing for 100 bucks… So i had to deal with the police, fun. So the next day I am going to the store and in the middle of the intersection my car dies… i have to call daddy to come get me and find out whats wrong with the car… Timing belt. ok so first i am out 100 bucks for the cd player, and now about 200 for the timing belt. great week. Then i think… ok… so what am i going to do for a car until mine gets fixed. I don’t do public transportation… and all of my friends don’t have cars right now either. so again i turn to mommy and daddy. so 100 for the stereo, 200 for the car, and now i have to pay mom and dad gas money to drive me the mile and a half to work, i would walk but i leave during peak sun hours to go to work, and its humid… walking home i don’t care, but to work then i get all gross and i am a casier… you don’t want a sweaty tired cashier touching your food… ok… i guess thats it for me for now….