turqoise

right now, the greatest key is in having regular habits of cleaning, organizing, decluttering. simply, one by one, baby steps.

if I make it a regular thing, not to always wonder what I should do and when (laundry, ironing, cleaning, library, answering letters and phone calls, keeping in touch with people while getting all other things DONE), it will simplify things A LOT.
and so.

one step at a time.

to feel my body in each single cell. feel the pain and don’t be afraid of it. feel the discomfort in the back, in the stomach, in some part of my head and let it be there. knowing that just by letting it BE it will heal and renew itself.

(these are the consequences of too much pressure and not listening while being under stress)
when I go through it and not avoid meeting the pain face to face – it makes me free -

..

this also means to give my body all the rest it needs. to start focusing on rest and fast already around 7, 8 p.m. to calm my mind and thankfully leave the day behind, making sure that I’m in my best shape for the oncoming morning..

God, I love summer!

it says, hopefully well translated from Croatian:

Flowers fascinate us with their shape, softness, scent and simplicity. If you give flowers to someone special, you need a special florist who is going to know how to make a great story out of its petals.

this sentence hit me because I had read it in the context of this goal.
.. to be fascinated by your unique shape, softness, scent and simplicity, then others can feel it and see it too.
And the great florist is my Lord, giving me to all the people I meet
:)

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Ironically, I got back from my family home and the flower (that I got for my room) has almost died :D LOL
I’m trying to reanimate it :D

:)))