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3 years ago
I have this irrational anxiety about phones… no matter who I’m talking to, I almost always feel nervous and afraid that I’m not communicating well. I do much better in writing or in person.
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pursue modern dance
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journal daily
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graduate from college
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be a vegan
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heal from my friend's suicide
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get involved with my church
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lose weight
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become financially independent
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do a triathlon
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get to know my brother better
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take surfing lessons
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overcome an eating disorder
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drink less caffeine
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create more art
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get over my fear of phones
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practice my french
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volunteer as an HIV counselor
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feel beautiful
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live more sustainably
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love well
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look panhandlers in the eyes and smile
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make peace with my scars
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listen to NPR more
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finish the New York Times Sunday crossword
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get to know my neighbors
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go to seminary
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keep running
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listen to interesting music
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keep in touch with my friends
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love people as they are
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live in france with my cousins
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practice yoga regularly
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tithe
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meditate daily
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find a new therapist
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create a website
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remember to take my vitamins
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stay passionate about AIDS
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get rid of 100 things
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spend less time on the internet
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I have this irrational anxiety about phones… no matter who I’m talking to, I almost always feel nervous and afraid that I’m not communicating well. I do much better in writing or in person.
Running keeps me sane… I try to run almost every morning, and it’s the best part of my day. But I have to run outside – none of that treadmill stuff for me.
I don’t know how to eat like a “normal” person… I know what normal is supposed to look like, but I’ve been in the strange, sickening limbo between anorexia and bulimia for the past decade or so. I just want to be healthy, really, and not obsessed. But it’s all I know.