I’ve been really depressed lately because of this goal because I still don’t know what the hell I want to do. I thought I had it all together when I left the military, but now I’m more confused than ever. I want to be successful, fulfilled and happy, but I’m not sure how to get there. :(
txdiva's Life List
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1. stop procrastinating
9 entries . 7 cheers22,994 people -
2. finish my degree
9 entries . 12 cheers2,258 people -
3. get out of debt
6 entries . 6 cheers8,843 people -
4. join a sorority
5 entries . 4 cheers59 people -
5. lose 40 lbs.
4 entries . 3 cheers422 people -
6. volunteer more
2 entries . 8 cheers995 people -
7. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
5 entries . 4 cheers6,242 people -
8. Save money
8 entries . 1 cheer12,035 people -
9. see my family more
3 entries82 people -
10. Be healthy, stay healthy, eat healthy
1 entry . 4 cheers118 people -
11. travel more
3 entries . 3 cheers2,496 people -
12. buy a house
1 entry . 2 cheers10,344 people -
13. win the lottery
10 entries . 2 cheers3,342 people -
14. lose weight
4 entries . 1 cheer31,205 people -
15. have a honeymoon
2 entries . 1 cheer14 people -
16. be happy
1 entry . 3 cheers18,691 people -
17. exercise more
5 entries . 2 cheers4,369 people -
18. Get a better paying job
15 entries . 1 cheer130 people -
19. Stress less
9 entries . 4 cheers799 people -
20. drink eight glasses of water a day
3 entries . 1 cheer92 people -
21. control my temper
8 entries . 5 cheers547 people -
22. pay off my student loans
2 entries . 3 cheers2,331 people -
23. decorate my house
3 entries . 1 cheer349 people -
24. grow out my hair again
7 entries . 1 cheer71 people -
25. be more focused
2 entries182 people -
26. be less shy
4 entries . 6 cheers2,675 people -
27. have a flat stomach
1 entry . 1 cheer2,047 people -
28. be more confident
1 entry . 3 cheers8,354 people -
29. stick to my diet
5 entries69 people -
30. see a live nfl game
2 entries . 1 cheer88 people -
31. graduate from college
1 entry . 2 cheers5,096 people -
32. improve my credit score
1 entry . 1 cheer263 people -
33. stop being depressed
21 entries . 3 cheers444 people -
34. Get more sleep
5 entries . 2 cheers3,802 people -
35. Become the person I've always wanted to be
1 entry . 2 cheers79 people -
36. catch up with old friends
4 entries67 people -
37. cook more
5 entries1,618 people -
38. save my marriage
5 entries . 4 cheers147 people -
39. move
6 entries . 1 cheer754 people -
40. buy a new wardrobe!
3 entries . 2 cheers91 people -
41. get closer to God
1 entry . 1 cheer412 people -
42. remodel my house
5 entries . 1 cheer122 people -
43. clear up my skin
1 entry . 2 cheers180 people
I still feel the same as I did 5 months ago. I don’t know if I still want to put up with this anymore. I’m not happy and I don’t know if I’ll ever reach that level of happiness again. :(
I’ve been feeling really bad lately, and I should be feeling pretty good because I’m on vacation. I’m a little pissed off because I have so much crap to deal with when I get home. I need to find a job and fast! Our bills are getting out of control; we thought that one income would cover everything, but we were wrong. I’m depressed because I don’t know what to do with myself and I should know at this stage in my life. I had to cry a couple of times because I was so frustrated. I’m trying not to go back on the meds because I’m trying not to depend on them so much and I’m trying to lose the weight that the meds put on me, but I can’t stop feeling like this. :(
