txdiva

is having a really hard time



I'm doing 43 things
 

txdiva's Life List

  1. 1. stop procrastinating
    9 entries . 7 cheers
    22,994 people
  2. 2. finish my degree
    9 entries . 12 cheers
    2,258 people
  3. 3. get out of debt
    6 entries . 6 cheers
    8,843 people
  4. 4. join a sorority
    5 entries . 4 cheers
    59 people
  5. 5. lose 40 lbs.
    4 entries . 3 cheers
    422 people
  6. 6. volunteer more
    2 entries . 8 cheers
    995 people
  7. 7. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    5 entries . 4 cheers
    6,242 people
  8. 8. Save money
    8 entries . 1 cheer
    12,035 people
  9. 9. see my family more
    3 entries
    82 people
  10. 10. Be healthy, stay healthy, eat healthy
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    118 people
  11. 11. travel more
    3 entries . 3 cheers
    2,496 people
  12. 12. buy a house
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    10,344 people
  13. 13. win the lottery
    10 entries . 2 cheers
    3,342 people
  14. 14. lose weight
    4 entries . 1 cheer
    31,205 people
  15. 15. have a honeymoon
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    14 people
  16. 16. be happy
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    18,691 people
  17. 17. exercise more
    5 entries . 2 cheers
    4,369 people
  18. 18. Get a better paying job
    15 entries . 1 cheer
    130 people
  19. 19. Stress less
    9 entries . 4 cheers
    799 people
  20. 20. drink eight glasses of water a day
    3 entries . 1 cheer
    92 people
  21. 21. control my temper
    8 entries . 5 cheers
    547 people
  22. 22. pay off my student loans
    2 entries . 3 cheers
    2,331 people
  23. 23. decorate my house
    3 entries . 1 cheer
    349 people
  24. 24. grow out my hair again
    7 entries . 1 cheer
    71 people
  25. 25. be more focused
    2 entries
    182 people
  26. 26. be less shy
    4 entries . 6 cheers
    2,675 people
  27. 27. have a flat stomach
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    2,047 people
  28. 28. be more confident
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    8,354 people
  29. 29. stick to my diet
    5 entries
    69 people
  30. 30. see a live nfl game
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    88 people
  31. 31. graduate from college
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    5,096 people
  32. 32. improve my credit score
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    263 people
  33. 33. stop being depressed
    21 entries . 3 cheers
    444 people
  34. 34. Get more sleep
    5 entries . 2 cheers
    3,802 people
  35. 35. Become the person I've always wanted to be
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    79 people
  36. 36. catch up with old friends
    4 entries
    67 people
  37. 37. cook more
    5 entries
    1,618 people
  38. 38. save my marriage
    5 entries . 4 cheers
    147 people
  39. 39. move
    6 entries . 1 cheer
    754 people
  40. 40. buy a new wardrobe!
    3 entries . 2 cheers
    91 people
  41. 41. get closer to God
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    412 people
  42. 42. remodel my house
    5 entries . 1 cheer
    122 people
  43. 43. clear up my skin
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    180 people
Recent entries
decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life (read all 5 entries…)
32 and still wondering... 1 week ago

I’ve been really depressed lately because of this goal because I still don’t know what the hell I want to do. I thought I had it all together when I left the military, but now I’m more confused than ever. I want to be successful, fulfilled and happy, but I’m not sure how to get there. :(


save my marriage (read all 5 entries…)
Nothing's changed... 1 week ago

I still feel the same as I did 5 months ago. I don’t know if I still want to put up with this anymore. I’m not happy and I don’t know if I’ll ever reach that level of happiness again. :(


Stop being depressed (read all 21 entries…)
Untitled 1 week ago

I’ve been feeling really bad lately, and I should be feeling pretty good because I’m on vacation. I’m a little pissed off because I have so much crap to deal with when I get home. I need to find a job and fast! Our bills are getting out of control; we thought that one income would cover everything, but we were wrong. I’m depressed because I don’t know what to do with myself and I should know at this stage in my life. I had to cry a couple of times because I was so frustrated. I’m trying not to go back on the meds because I’m trying not to depend on them so much and I’m trying to lose the weight that the meds put on me, but I can’t stop feeling like this. :(


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