tysbaby

Im a practicioner of Nichiren Daishonen Buddhism, and i love it, ever since i was four or five(i wasnt a fortune baby or a baby born into the practice i started practicing after i came down from new york to south carolina). At first i hated it, mainly because i was forced to practice by my stepfather, but then as i became older i started to want to practice, without anyone telling me, and i would actually be dissapointed when i couldnt go to meetings because i would always feel better after i went, and im at the point now fifteen years later where i can truly feel it as a presence in my life, a positive one, i dont chant as much as i should or could but when i do, i feel great, it helps me to set my life on track, give my day focus, and ill always be greatful to my stepfather for that, (but not much else, im overjoyed he is no longer in my life) i fully encourage any and everyone to take on the challenge of becoming a practioner of the lotus sutra, and no, its not a cult bitches lolz

relationships and love, two very simple yet complex things. Anyone can say they ove you, any two people can claim a relationship, but what truly makes both of these things…this is something im learning right now with the love of my life. We have gone thru ups and downs, a rollercoaster that would make billions if constructed, unexpected loops twists and turns, drops hidden in plain sight that felt deeper than the actually fall was, and new track added daily, new features added by the minute, and when you think youve made it to the platform, that was just a pit stop, and there is no getting off of this ride, not if you want to get to the best part, though we have tried to unbuckle our harnesses a few times, we keep each other secure, but just recently the ride broke down…see right now my boo baby and i are separated(a beautiful word, youre not together, but no one can come and take you from each other, and its hard to tell the differance between a relationship, and separation, especially ir yours is anything like mine, but one will let the other know at sometime or another lol)and workin on it, we realized that there are things within the both of us that need to be fixed and changed, and instead of tryin to stay together and fixin each other, weve realized (her before me lol, dudes are quite slo ya digg) that it would be best if we did that separated but closer than friends could be, we still talk everyday, and even chill together, cater the other’s ego and are there for each other regardless, we do love each other and i think its growing day by day…wish us luck and please pray for us

in person, online, with friends, alone, i love it, its a hobby of mine, its just something about sinking the balls into those holes that just, idk, makes me feel good, lol, but either way, always a good thing in my book,(tho i havent won a game in a while…ppl blame my foot injury lol).