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Every woman wants people to look at her and think ‘she is beautiful’. And every one of us has had at least one person look at us and think that. We just never know who! Seeing yourself as beautiful takes such a long time but when you realise that you are beautiful, others will see you that way too.

Saying that I do not find myself beautiful!!! I’m far from being ‘in that place’ yet as I seek approval from every male I’ve ever met and invariably do not get it. But I hope that one day, maybe when im 80, I’ll get there :P

I think I want some lines from Pushkin in Russian on my wrists as he wrote such utterly stunning poetry. But I may change my mind as I do change my image quite frequently!!! I’m just not sure…. Also my family may actually kill me, being jewish and all….

I’m sick of going from one relationship to the next without ever knowing who I really am. I have spent the last year being single yet obsessed with a guy who never really cared. It was horrendous for my self confidence. Yet I realise that actually all the men I have dated have never really appreciated me and never really attempted to get to know me. And I think that was because I did not really know myself, I let them walk all over me. Do not make that mistake. Its much better to take some time to find out who you really are than to have it dictated to you by some loser who tries to mold you into his version of the ‘perfect woman’. It really is not worth it.Be proud to take some ‘you’time, to find yourself and realise that you are good enough just the way you are, and you do not need a man to make you feel good.