I'm doing 24 things
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2 years ago
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uglyponyy's Life List
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1. become famous
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2. lose the weight i need to lose and keep it off
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3. become a better photographer
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4. get my drivers licence
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5. visit new york
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6. write and publish a novel
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7. do all of my homework
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8. read more
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9. be in a band
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10. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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11. Live less inside my own head
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12. stop biting my nails
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13. stop procrastinating
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14. Beat my depression
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15. To live instead of exist
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16. identify 1000 things that make me happy
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17. lose my love handles!
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18. Learn acoustic guitar
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19. ride in a hot air balloon
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20. make a difference
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21. receive a letter from Hogwarts apologizing for the late owl but informing me that i am actually a wizard.
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22. become rich
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23. find another job
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24. walk my dog everyday
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AWFULLLL
2 years ago
i had a horrible horribleeee trip. i was afraid of everything! my trip lasted for more than like 5 hours. it just wouldnt stop. i wanted to turn off my brain or go to sleep so it would go away but i couldnt and i was scared that everything in my life was completely screwed up. i felt sad and wanted to cry. it felt like i broke my brain or something and that it would never end and i’d be stuck like that forever : [ it was terrible. everything was repeating in my mind over & over. i was curled up in a little ball in the corner trying to sleep. then i started praying [which i hadnt done in a longgggggggg time] and that made me feel better and not so alone… then my trip kinda wore off enough so i felt better. my best friend took more than i did and had the same experience as I did, only worse. she was hearing things and seeing things and thought she was in a mental institution for tripping on acid. she could have sworn that everyone knew what had happened & thought i wasnt real and she was freaking out… she kept telling me that it was never going to end & that she screwed up and was never going to do drugs again. my advice: DO NOTTTT DO IT. who knows if your trips gonna be good or bad, but if its bad… oh god… im literally scarred for life & never want to do any type of drug again. it was waaaay to overwhelming.
