uglyponyy

its better when youre over it : [

i had a horrible horribleeee trip. i was afraid of everything! my trip lasted for more than like 5 hours. it just wouldnt stop. i wanted to turn off my brain or go to sleep so it would go away but i couldnt and i was scared that everything in my life was completely screwed up. i felt sad and wanted to cry. it felt like i broke my brain or something and that it would never end and i’d be stuck like that forever : [ it was terrible. everything was repeating in my mind over & over. i was curled up in a little ball in the corner trying to sleep. then i started praying [which i hadnt done in a longgggggggg time] and that made me feel better and not so alone… then my trip kinda wore off enough so i felt better. my best friend took more than i did and had the same experience as I did, only worse. she was hearing things and seeing things and thought she was in a mental institution for tripping on acid. she could have sworn that everyone knew what had happened & thought i wasnt real and she was freaking out… she kept telling me that it was never going to end & that she screwed up and was never going to do drugs again. my advice: DO NOTTTT DO IT. who knows if your trips gonna be good or bad, but if its bad… oh god… im literally scarred for life & never want to do any type of drug again. it was waaaay to overwhelming.