I'm doing 33 things
CIMA Exams
3 weeks ago
I want to pass my first 2 papers, P1 and P7.
I want to do really well but with the problems surrounding me at the moment I will be happy to just pass
unique2939's Life List
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1. To live instead of exist
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2. be happy with my life
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3. be more positive
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4. find myself
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5. love myself
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6. worry less
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7. pass my exams
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8. travel
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9. learn german
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10. Make new friends
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11. Let go of the past
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12. be more patient
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13. be more confident
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14. run a marathon
1 cheer10,419 people -
15. learn to dance
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16. watch the greatest 250 films of all time
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17. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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18. figure out where all the people like me are hiding
1 entry . 1 cheer389 people -
19. go to more gigs
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20. learn to trust
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21. know why i'm unhappy
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22. create my own website
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23. Swim with dolphins
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24. Just Be
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25. travel the world
1 entry . 1 cheer18,523 people -
26. Learn to say no
1 entry . 2 cheers1,064 people -
27. Get healthy
1 entry889 people -
28. write a short story.
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29. create the soundtrack to my life
1 entry1,811 people -
30. Complete "The Artist's Way"
2 entries . 2 cheers384 people -
31. Keep a journal
3 entries3,013 people -
32. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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33. Go to the dentist
1 entry1,026 people
Recent entries
Hard
3 weeks ago
This is such a hard one to do.
I have just finished with my bf because of my trust issues and it has broken my heart. I wanted to trust him, but things didnt add up. I wanted to work on it but he thought it was too far gone, which I guess was right.
I have been so scared of letting someone into my heart again, and when I do it all ends badly. I’m worried that I made it go wrong because of my issues. It definitely didnt help things, but I guess I woulda suspected it at some point.
I just wana find that person that doesnt make me feel this way. He obviously wasnt the right one but its just made me more scared of letting anyone else in again.
Do people have to earn your trust? Or should you trust everyone unless proven otherwise? If you doubt trusting someone then are you just making it come true?
its just so hard
12 months ago
Every time I try and be positive it just seems to blow up in my face.
I saw that guy again, stupidly thinking that this time it would be different. But it wasn’t. And now I definitely feel like it is my fault that I let him do it to me.
Last night me and my mate went out for halloween. Randomly got talking to these guys in the club and went onto a bar with them. I was just chatting to one of them and we just seemed to get on really well. He took my number and when I had to leave cos my mate was so drunk, he text me straight away so I had his number and then he rang me about half hour later. So I thought, well maybe he does wana meet up or something. But I text and called [prob shudnt hav done] and I have heard nothing. My mate keeps saying that its quite soon, but I just know he ain’t guna text me. Just the stuff he was saying and he obviously weren’t drunk. It’s hard to stay positive when I keep thinking that there is something wrong with me
