unison

Its hard to let go of the past no matter how long it seems. I split (or rather got dumped) with my ex a few years ago, Im over it and everything but we were really close and it totally broke my heart. I hold no malice or bad feeling, as I know we were both still youngish and that she wanted more than I could give at that point in time.
We are still friends and see other some times, give birthday/christmas presents etc but I still miss her and tried to get back together – but it didnt work out even though I tried really hard – she just doesnt like me that way anymore.

You just gotta move on and accept it, but seeing her and being in contact is weird, I should try and move on and be less in contact with her without being bad about it.
I guess you cant really be friends like normal after being so close. I wish her the best. Time to move on and upwards :)

this sounds great ! just like in the movies.. im thinking of something like when spider man kissed the girl (Kirsten Dunst) in the rain.. how romantic :)
we dont have any shortage of rain here in Ireland, but it can be yucky and windy / cold so not the biggest turn on, but it still.. with the right woman..magic

Having my own home is great, there is nothing like your own four walls.
Not having a landlord call round every week looking for money, being secure not having to move out every year and being king of your own little castle :)