Brittany Blad

well i have been up and down with my weight. stress and all. I was all the way up to 185, and came down to 175, then a while later went to 140 and now i am back up to 156. The reason i got so low and didnt realize it was because i just had got dumped by the guy i am still head over heals for. I really want to be back down to 140 again and i am trying. started to walk and eat less and healthier, does anyone have some really good tips.

I have been in a serious relationship, and like most girls been hurt. In the beginnin I could not stand him. Then we just started hanging out. Eventually started dating, and then we were crazy for each other. We were together over a year, and we did everything together. My relationship ended in november of 2005. And the most unbelievable thing is, is that i am still not over him. Usually when a relationship ends, you are friends or you may not even barely speak to him, but we still hung out, and were still close in other ways ;) but we were just not together. And maybe the constant seeing him and doing what he wants, because I care is really what is bothering me. All that I was doing was waiting and hoping that he would want me back. I have done so much for him. If he still keeps seeing me then does he still care about me, or is he just a user? Do I move on?